GABRIELLE AND CALLISTO
GENRES: Xena: Warrior Princess, drama. VIOLENCE: A few past acts of violence are remembered. SEX: Gabrielle and Perdicas are a young married couple. Think Dharma and Greg. LANGUAGE: Squeaky clean. RATING: PG-13. SUBTEXT: None. SPOILERS: "Sacrifice II," "Adventures in the Sin Trade" I and II.
DRAMATIS PERSONAE:
(Note: Hades is alive. Gabrielle is slightly dead. All other active characters in this story are seriously dead.)
Gabrielle the Bard of Poteidaia
Hades God of the Dead
Callisto Psycho Dollä ,
fiery warrior goddess
Solan Xenas son
Kaleipus Solans guardian, a centaur
Perdicas Gabrielles husband
Gabrielles grandmother
Callistos family
other spirits of the dead
For all she had
tried to reassure Xena with that last glance before she grabbed her daughter Hope and
toppled into the fiery pit in the temple of Dahak, Gabrielle was still badly frightened
those last few seconds as she fell to her death.
There was a brief moment of intense
pain as the flames seared her body, then nothing.
As though she had awakened,
instantly alert, from a long, dreamless sleep, the bard stood in a familiar room.
Hades judgement hall. The god himself, handsome and smiling, arose from his
throne.
"Welcome, Gabrielle. I
would have preferred seeing you here many years from now under happier
circumstances."
"I had to die, Hades.
You know how many people died because of me and last of all my own daughter.
I had to kill her; I had to die."
"No, Gabrielle. Do not
blame yourself for the choices Hope made."
"But I brought her into the
world and saved her life!"
"Could you have done
otherwise? Thats why that foul Dahak picked you."
Gabrielle shook with the horror of
it all.
Hades put a friendly hand on her
shoulder to comfort her.
"Because of you, and people
like you, Dahak cannot prevail. Even Xena does not understand yet, but her love for
you will guide her to that understanding."
"I couldnt let her die
for me."
"So you would let her live
without you? She was here before, you remember. I have a nice place set up for
her in the Elysian Fields, good fishing, pasture for Argo. She wouldnt have
any of it. She just wanted to get back to you. Both of you have done so much
for me already. Not just me; Celesta, too. I could hardly stop Xena."
Gabrielle smiled.
"Shes a stubborn woman."
"That she is. She
wont accept your death, you know. Neither will your friend Joxer."
The bard paused in thought for a
moment. "Xena was right. I can hear her thoughts, and his, too.
Joxer must be crazy with grief. He thinks he loves me."
Hades smiled enigmatically.
For that matter, I wont
accept your death. You see, Hope couldnt be killed that way. You should
have taken the dagger from Xena and used it. Now youll have to fight her
again, and you cant do that here."
Gabrielles face fell.
"I didnt kill Hope," she said sullenly. It didnt even register
that she herself was to return to the living world.
"No, but dont blame
yourself for that, either. I want to rest here for a while to soothe your troubled
soul. Then you must go to the place set aside for your sister Amazons. Melosa
will be glad to see you, and Terreis. Afterwards, you shall go home."
Still listless, Gabrielle nodded.
"Theres something else I
need you to do here. Its a task you gave yourself. Callisto is about to
join us "
"Callisto!" she gasped.
"Yes. Xena killed
her. Not strictly to honor her word, but because Callisto would taunt her with your
death."
"More blood on my hands."
"Gabrielle, stop doing this to
yourself! Xena created her; it was Xena who would have had to destroy her
eventually. Do you understand?"
"Yes," she replied,
wiping away a tear.
"Good. Now I know you
forgave Callisto everything, even the murder of your husband. Ive heard the
prayers you said for her. Shes for Tartarus anyway, but because of you she
will have a little consolation even in the midst of her eternal torment. I want you
to take her on a little visit
" He filled in the details.
This time
Callisto was buried to her neck in ice under a leaden sky. Even her fire powers
could do nothing to release her wiry, willowy body. But she would not scream.
Even the shock of Xena killing her after all, after the taunt she flung at her because she
feared the warrior woman would not give her oblivion, would not unhinge her enough to make
her scream.
I loved Xena, she
thought. She made me, released me to kill, and kill, and kill
"And theres someone I
should have killed," she said aloud.
Gabrielle approached her slowly,
picking her way across the slippery, boulder-strewn terrain with the aid of a new staff, a
present from Hades. She shivered from the cold breeze that tousled her strawberry
blonde hair.
"You never did, though,"
the bard said, not unkindly, when she was only a few feet away.
"No. I wonder why
not?" Callisto asked herself in a singsong voice, a puzzled look appearing within the
madness on her face. She cocked her head to one side.
"Because our positions could
have been reversed. Xena could have destroyed Poteidaia and killed my family, then
someday come to Cirra to start her life over."
"Then I would have been the
irritating blonde and you stuck here?" the dead goddess laughed.
"Why not?" Gabrielle
replied, seriously.
"Yeah, Xena made you,
too. But philosophy bores me. Or are we supposed to be each others
torturers here in Tartarus?"
"No, nothing like that."
The bard raised her staff, and the
ice cracked and fell away from Callistos body.
"Nice trick. Dont
tell me they made you a god down here."
"Im still the same
Gabrielle, except Im dead. Hades wanted you to see something. Come with
me."
In silence they passed through the
icy region, now and again encountering others chained to the boulders or buried in the
ice. Gabrielle forced herself to ignore the piteous cries of the doomed. They
moved on past Ixion, strapped to his burning wheel, the Danaids running with their leaking
water jars, and many other torments, lesser and greater. Callisto looked around with
smiling mad eyes at the fascinating vistas.
They entered the anteroom of
Tartarus and continued beyond to a golden door. "Were going to the
Elysian Fields," the bard told her companion. "No one will be able to see,
hear or feel us, Callisto. Part of you will find peace, though."
"Theres no peace for
me. Just the pain
and the emptiness. Dont feel sorry for me,"
Callisto said scornfully.
"I dont. This
isnt about feeling sorry. Are you coming?"
"Why not?
Anythings better than the ice."
They passed through the door.
Callisto was disgusted at the sight of so many happy people, of heroic warriors at rest
when they could be battling her. Maybe it wouldnt be as delicious as fighting
Xena for all eternity, but
She noticed a man and a woman, laughing at the
antics of a little girl playing in a tree.
"Mother! Father!
My sister!" She would have run to them, but Gabrielle held her back.
"They cant hear
you. You cant touch them."
Callisto subsided.
"Theyre happy,
Callisto. They resisted Xena and saved your life. Small acts, but heroic
enough to earn them a place here."
"Happy
happy
but
they deserved more." For the first time since her family died, Callisto
wept. Gabrielle took her hand.
"So did you."
"Xena took it all away.
She even stood up and admitted it. But the pain never went away. I had my
revenge, but it didnt fill the emptiness."
Gabrielle held Callisto in gentle
arms. "Xena will always suffer for that. She remembers Cirra and the
other villages. Because of them shes saving lives now."
"I could have done that
I
could have done that
"
Callisto suddenly turned her back
on the sight. The madness was gone from her eyes. "Thanks for showing me
this," she told Gabrielle. "Wed better go back. I
couldnt bear much more, knowing I cant be with them."
They retraced their journey.
"Do they know?" Callisto
wondered.
"Hades told me they remember
you and figure you must have gotten away. Beyond that
no, nothing. He
kept them from hearing your thoughts of madness. They expect that youll be
somewhere else in the lands of the dead. They pray for you, too."
"Its better that way, I
suppose."
Arriving at their starting point,
Callisto clasped hands with Gabrielle.
"Thank you," the fiery
blonde said. "This is better than oblivion. Knowing my family is happy
will make it easier. Go ahead, put me back in the ice."
"I cant. Its
like healing a condemned prisoner so he can walk to the gallows."
Callisto studied the bard
curiously. "You have a lot of love in that small package. Its all
right. Hades!" she called. "Im ready!" And Callisto
was frozen again. This time, though, she was smiling a genuine smile to reassure her
longtime adversary.
Gabrielle wept openly, but brought
herself to smile in turn. "I hope Hades will send someone to scratch your nose
once in a while."
"Id like that.
Tell Xena I forgive her. Tell her I forgive her everything."
"I will, Callisto. I
will."
The bard left the warrior goddess
then, and did not see the madness re-enter Callistos eyes. Perhaps it was for
the best.
"Someone I should have
killed
someone I should have killed
someone I should have killed," Callisto
recited softly. A corner of her soul, though, was glad she hadnt killed her.
Time matters
little on the other side, so Gabrielle got in some visiting. "Youre
really dead this time," her grandmother observed. "Stay with us."
"I cant," Gabrielle
replied sorrowfully. "Xena needs me."
"Nice girl, that Xena,"
the older woman approved. "Well, any friend of my
granddaughters
"
Gabrielle could not bring herself
to see Solan, but Xenas murdered son came to her, along with his guardian, the
centaur Kaleipus.
"Dont cry," the boy
said in a failed effort to prevent just that. "I never blamed you.
Im just glad you and Mother are friends again."
"Hes right,
Gabrielle," Kaleipus added. "You couldnt know the child would seek
him out. Solan was always in danger of his life. No more than you. Hope
killed us to drive a wedge between you and Xena. Thanks to Solan here, that gambit
failed." He nodded his head toward the boy.
"Yes. The world needs
both of you to stop Dahak. I know you have to return," Solan said, "but
while youre here how about we race to that boulder and back?"
His eyes twinkled. Before
Gabrielle could dry her tears, he was off.
"Hey, wait for me!" she
cried, and soon forgot her sorrow.
Last and best of all was
Perdicas. Husband and wife rushed into each others arms. They vied to
see how many kisses they could plant on lips, cheeks, ears, necks. It had been so
long since their glorious wedding night, and they had not been granted even another full
day together when Callisto killed him.
Some time later they lay
side-by-side on the grass.
"I always knew you would be
with me, Gabrielle." Her face clouded at that. "Why so sad, my
pretty one?"
"I cant stay. I
have to go where the Amazons rest, then return to Xena."
"Dont go. You
dont owe her anything."
"I dont owe her
anything, but I owe her everything."
"Spoken like a true
bard. It doesnt make any sense."
"I have a daughter now,
Perdicas. An evil daughter. Spawn of the evil god who raped me. I have
to fight her."
Perdicas stared at his wife in
horror, though he already knew most of the story. Her troubled thoughts and
nightmares had come to him, and each time they did he prayed for her release. He had
hoped this would be it. He took her in his arms again.
"Thats all over
now. Let the living deal with it."
"They need me. Hades
said so."
"Then I want to go with
you."
"I want you to. Hades
wouldnt allow it. He said it was my job, mine and Xenas.
"But not mine," Perdicas
said bitterly. "All right. But Ill travel with you as far as
Im permitted. I love you."
"I love you, too."
They kissed again, and after a
short time reluctantly arose. They strolled, taking their time and with many breaks
to enjoy each fleeting moment of each others presence. They touched and
caressed, kissed and fondled as much as they could, as a young husband and wife are wont
to do. Eventually, though, they reached the Amazon lands.
"So bleak," Perdicas
said.
"Looks that way,"
Gabrielle agreed. "But Ill be welcome here." She started to
cry. "I dont want to leave you, Perdicas!"
He kissed her tears away.
"Youll come back
someday," he replied. "Ill be waiting."
"I love you."
"And I love you."
They embraced and kissed one last time, then Perdicas was gone.
Gabrielle gathered up her staff and
continued toward her future.
THE END
Disclaimer:
No subtext advocates were harmed by
Gabrielle and Perdicas doing what comes naturally in the course of writing this story.
Authors note:
I would like to credit Mary Morgan
with first giving me the idea that Gabrielle would kill herself in the act of killing Hope
as atonement for that killing. A similar motif occurs toward the end of
"Maternal Instincts."
Episode references:
"Death in Chains,"
"Mortal Beloved," "Is There a Doctor in the House,"
"Callisto," "Return of Callisto," "A Necessary Evil,"
"The Debt II," "Maternal Instincts," "The Bitter Suite,"
"Tsunami," "Sacrifice II," "Adventures in the Sin Trade I"
and "Adventures in the Sin Trade II." There may be some unintended
discrepancies between this story and the latter two episodes.
Other references:
Dantes Inferno.
COPYRIGHT NOTICE:
Xena: Warrior Princess,
Xena, Gabrielle, Joxer, Callisto, Perdicas, Solan, Kaleipus and all other characters who
have appeared in the series, together with the names, titles and backstory are the sole
copyright property of MCA/Universal and Renaissance Pictures. No infringement of
copyrights or trademarks is intended in the writing of this fan fiction. This story
is copyright © 1998 by Philip D. Hernández and is his sole property along with the story
idea. This story cannot be sold or used for profit in any way. Copies of this
story may be made for private use only and must include all disclaimers and copyright
notices.
Comments:
Unless your sole purpose is to bash
Joxer or Ted Raimi, your comments would be greatly appreciated. You can e-mail the
author at broadway@tvi.cc.nm.us.