Xena had spent
countless hours wondering what to do with Gabrielle. She had acknowledged to herself that
she was physically attracted to the beautiful young woman. But it was more than that. It
was the first time in years that she wanted to get to know the whole person instead of
just satisfying her body's physical demands. This woman was special. She was intelligent,
brave, and very wise for her age. I feel alive when I'm around her. At the same
time Xena was leery of these thoughts.
Yeah, right. When did you ever care about any of the peasants before? Xena banished thoughts like these the second they entered her mind. Now, finally, here she was and Xena didn't know what to say to her. So, she fell back into the Conqueror role and dismissed her.
Xena paced around the room her heart still thudding nervously from the encounter. What did you expect? You brought her here against her will. Did you expect her to thank you? What have you done for her? Everything she told you was the truth, yet instead of telling her and letting her go home, you put her to work here. Oh yeah...she has plenty to thank you for. Xena put a stop to the sarcastic thoughts her mind was supplying and a short time later went to perform her daily fitness routine.
Gabrielle left the chamber and felt a vague sense of hurt. Voicing her thoughts aloud, she said to Phineas, "She really doesn't like me much."
Phineas looked at Gabrielle surprised. He had not been in the room, but he had certainly witnessed the many times in the past two days Xena would gaze out the window, her attention directed toward the entrance road to the compound. She had casually mentioned on several occasions that the guards were taking a long time to arrive.
The significance of her off handed comments had not escaped Phineas. Xena was very interested in Gabrielle. Why she chose to dismiss her so quickly, after awaiting her arrival so anxiously, he didn't know. But there was more going on here than met the eye. The idea that Xena didn't like her really seemed to bother the young woman.
"Why do you think she doesn't like you?" Phineas asked.
"She just gave me job teaching the army healers and told me to have you show me my room. She never even asked how Deon was. It seemed like she couldn't wait for me to leave."
"That doesn't mean anything. Her healers will inform her of Deon's condition. She probably just figured you were tired from traveling and would want to go to your quarters and bathe," Phineas ad-libbed.
Leading Gabrielle through the palace, he turned down a short hall. Pointing to a door, he said, "Iris' room is there. She is the chief cook. You will be in the room right next to hers." My room is across the hall."
"Where do the other servants stay?" Gabrielle asked.
"Their quarters are outside of the palace, near the warrior's quarters. Xena reserves these room for the "higher" servants."
Gabrielle pondered that thought for a while. The higher servants? That was interesting. I wonder how I came to be considered a higher servant.
Seeing the surprised look on her face, Phineas added, "It would seem you rate pretty well with her Gabrielle."
Phineas pointed out another door that was an enclosed bathing area. He showed her where to get the water and linen and then left her at the door to her room. "We eat at sunset in the kitchen. I'll come and get you and show you where it is."
"Thanks," Gabrielle smiled at Phineas. "You've been very kind."
"No problem," he replied, turning to go finish his duties. He had already decided it might be a good idea to avoid the Conqueror unless she called for him.
Opening the door to the room, Gabrielle looked around. The room was quite nice. There was a sleeping pallet with a thick soft pad on it. A sitting chair was on one side of the room, and a small table sat in another corner. There was a picture of the Conqueror on one of the walls. Gabrielle chuckled to herself. She didn't need any help in remembering what the beautiful woman looked like.
Xena had been like a caged animal all week. Phineas had been unable to find out any information about who was behind the harvest scheme. Her suspicion was Darphus, but she had absolutely no proof.
The lack of available information only made her more tense and edgy. She had already caught up all the paperwork that had awaited her upon her return. Xena had instructed Phineas to plan a dinner party for the Greek elite. Perhaps some information would be forthcoming from them. They were usually in the know about the goings on in the realm.
Xena was constantly having to wrest her attention from Gabrielle. As it was, Xena often found herself looking out the windows trying to catch a glimpse of her. She had even attended some of her healing classes until the young woman would see her. Then she would just leave like she wasn't interested.
Frustration wouldn't even come close to describing her feelings. Xena wanted to talk with the bard. She wanted to invite her to eat with her. She wanted to hear her voice her opinions. Oh, what was the use? It was hopeless. Xena just didn't know how to approach her. Somehow ordering her to talk with her or eat with her didn't sit right with her. So, she chose to do nothing.
Gabrielle sighed. She had been in the city for almost a week now. After her initial meeting with Xena, there had been no other contact. Oh she was around. Gabrielle would catch a glimpse of her in the window when she was outside in the courtyard. Or she'd look up from showing the army healers some new mixture of herbs and there she was. Tall, dark and beautiful, standing in the background watching. When Gabrielle would notice her, she would meet her eyes and then leave.
It was time to take the initiative. How could she hope to reach her if Xena avoided any direct contact? Gabrielle had spent hours talking to the servants. The topic of her questions was always Xena. She really liked Iris, the Chief Cook, and they had quickly become friends. But Iris and the others all told the same story. The woman was unreachable. Gabrielle didn't believe that. Not only was she basing her believe on the story of the old herder, but also on the brief interaction they'd shared the day she first laid eyes on the Conqueror. She had literally challenged Xena and still lived. If the older woman was truly beyond reach, Gabrielle knew she would be dead.
Making up her mind, Gabrielle decided to ask to see Xena. The only excuse she could come up with was telling her that she wished to accompany Iris to the market. Another thought nudged its way into Gabrielle's mind startling her. I like her. I want to see her and talk to her. Reflecting further, she admitted to herself there was something about the warrior that needed further exploring. Not ready to pursue this line of thought, Gabrielle went to look for Phineas.
Finding him a short time later in the law library, she asked to see Xena. Phineas looked at Gabrielle wondering what she could possibly want to see the Conqueror about. "She'll ask why." Becoming concerned, he asked, "Is everything ok? No one is bothering you are they?"
Gabrielle smiled at the kind man. "No. Everything is fine." Pausing, she added, "Just tell her it is about going to the market."
"Gabrielle...do you think that is a good idea?" Phineas was really worried now. If Xena chose to see the young woman, there was no telling what she might say. "Her orders were for you to stay in the compound."
"I know. That's why I have to see her." Gabrielle smiled at the worried man.
Phineas knew he had no choice. Xena decided who she wanted to see and who she didn't want to see. Reluctantly, he said, "Ok. I'll let you know her decision."
"Thanks Phineas. I'll be in the infirmary."
A short time later Gabrielle found herself once again outside the large door to Xena's meeting chamber. This time she was determined to make an effort to engage the Conqueror in conversation.
Following the directive to enter, Gabrielle opened the door and walked in to the office. Looking at Xena she smiled and said, "Hi."
Privately, Xena had been pleased that Gabrielle wanted to see her. Now, standing in front of her, with a dazzling smile on her face, and her green eyes sparkling, Xena felt her defenses begin to slip away. Unable to resist, she smiled back at the young healer.
There was a timeless moment when neither woman spoke. Xena gain some semblance of control over her emotions and said, "You wanted to see me about something."
Gabrielle cleared her throat, still captivated by the dark woman she was facing. She'd finally gotten to see her smile. A real, honest to goodness smile. Not the smile that didn't touch her eyes. Not the smirk or sneer she had seen Xena exhibit when she first met her. And she was right. It was like looking at an entirely different person.
Oops. She'd done it again. "Sorry. I..um..just wanted to know if I could start going with Iris to the market."
"Why would you want to go to the market?" Xena asked, truly puzzled. There was nothing but a bunch of peasants at the market.
"I've never been beyond a few villages around Poteidaia. I would like to see the people and the market here in a big city." Gabrielle then added silently, and I am beginning to feel like a prisoner and want to know if I am or not.
Xena looked at the bard. The request was so simple, yet so complicated. What if she didn't come back? Does she hate it here enough to run off? Does she hate me? It wasn't that Xena had any doubt she'd be able to find her if she did chose to run, but Xena wanted her to want to stay. Seeing the silent entreaty in Gabrielle's eyes, she knew there was only one answer she could give.
"Ok. Make sure you stay with Iris at all times. She knows the city and I wouldn't want you to get lost."
Gabrielle's face broke into a big smile, "Thank you."
Once again, responding to the woman standing there, Xena smiled back and said, "No problem."
Gabrielle looked around at the market. There were so many people. Their clothes were much more colorful than what she was used to. In Poteidaia most of their clothes were the colors of their origin. Here the women wore bright colors, reds, yellows, and pretty shades of blue. It was obvious these people were not starving like the outlying villages. But for all the bright clothes and teeming crowds, a pall seem to hang over the air. Gabrielle had always been very sensitive to the atmosphere of places she visited, although she ruefully acknowledged, that was limited to only a couple of the surrounding villages when the trade merchants came through. She would go with her father to offer what little they had in trade for things they needed, or to buy what she could with the dinars provided by the travelers for her stories.
"There seems to be no shortage of food here," Gabrielle said to Iris. "In Poteidaia we never had enough."
Iris looked at Gabrielle. "The Conqueror has always made sure enough food was brought into the city to feed the citizens. She does provide the necessities. Everyone has a job. The wealthy have an even greater selection of goods provided by the vendors that visit their dwellings personally."
"Then why do the people seemed subdued. They don't seem happy. If they have a job and enough food, why is there so much tension in the air."
"The Conqueror recently issued a proclamation setting down a curfew of sunset. Since everyone works the daylight hours, they can no longer visit with their neighbors and friends or their grown children. Of all the laws laid down, this one is the most unpopular." Iris knew Gabrielle seemed partial to the Conqueror and not wanting to hurt her did not add that Darphus had told them all that Xena was no longer giving trials. Suspected traitors and criminals would just be put to death and allowed no defense.
"Why would she do that?" Gabrielle was really puzzled. What was the point of the curfew? These were just regular citizens. Surely there was no threat from them. Gabrielle knew that oppressed people were much more cause for concern than content ones.
"At the last trial she presided over, one of the prisoners made mention of a threat against her realm. I think she issued the proclamation because of what he said."
Gabrielle mulled this over. Walking with Iris, she noticed the cook seemed very familiar with all the vendors and stopped to talk with each while making her purchases. Gabrielle watched some of the other buyers with interest.
Helping Iris carry their purchases, they began walking back toward the palace.
"Help. Someone please help."
Gabrielle stopped abruptly looking for the source of the plea. Seeing a boy, who couldn't be more than 10 summers old, she turned and began making her way toward him. Iris quickly caught up with her and said, "What are you doing? We must get back. The Conqueror does not tolerate late meals."
"You go on ahead then. I am going to see what's wrong."
Iris quickly made a decision. She was not going back to the castle without Gabrielle. Phineas had told her in no uncertain terms that the Conqueror held this young woman in high esteem and if anything happened to her, she would be held responsible. Sighing, she followed Gabrielle.
"What's wrong?" Gabrielle asked bending down so that she was level with the boy.
"It's my mother. She is sick in bed and no one will help her."
"Take me to her." Gabrielle had learned long ago never to go anywhere without her herbs. She kept them in a pouch fastened around her waist.
"Gabrielle, stop. This is not your affair. The Conqueror will be angry if she hears of this." Iris pleaded with the healer.
Looking at Iris, Gabrielle answered, "Well the Conqueror will just have to be mad then because I am a healer and I am going to see if I can help this boy's mother." The look of determination on Gabrielle's face was enough to convince Iris that arguing was useless.
Arriving at the home of the sick woman, Gabrielle and Iris followed the boy in. Making her way to the pallet the woman was lying on, Gabrielle knelt down next to her and began to assess her new patient.
The woman was feverish but coherent. Speaking haltingly, she asked Gabrielle, "Can you help me?"
"I'm going to try." Gabrielle sent the boy for water and quickly mixed some herbs that would lower her fever. The woman was very ill but did not seem in danger of dying if the fever could be kept down and she was given plenty of fluids. Gabrielle spent the next quarter candlemark, feeding the woman the herbs and some tea.
Looking at the boy, she asked, "Where is your father?"
"He is at work in the mines and will not return for three days."
Gabrielle, with Iris' help made up a new batch of soup and placed it on the fire to cook. "Let it cook for two candlemarks. Feed it to your mother a little at a time. It is very important that she get enough fluids. Be sure and give her tea and water too."
"I will try to check back on her tomorrow. But I think she's going to be fine," Gabrielle smiled reassuringly at the boy.
Iris and Gabrielle made their way back to the palace. Gabrielle was helping Iris carry their purchases back. They had bought only the very best of the vegetables and fruit. Strolling along, Gabrielle asked Iris how long she had worked for the Conqueror. Iris said she had been selected as the Chief Cook because Xena had attended a party at one of the wealthy Greek citizen's houses. She had prepared the meal. Xena had then approached her the next day offering her the job of Chief Cook at the palace. The salary was more than she received for catering the various wealthy citizens so she accepted. Besides she didn't really know if refusing was a viable option anyway.
"Gabrielle, how is it that you come to be here. You are so different from all the others who work for the Conqueror."
Gabrielle briefly explained her meeting with Xena leaving out the parts that she thought would show Xena had allowed her to live for things others had died for. "Iris, I think Xena could be a good ruler. She just needs for someone to let her know that tyranny is wrong."
Iris laughed. Finally gaining control, she turned a mirth filled face toward Gabrielle and said, "And who do you supposed is going to tell her that her way is wrong? No one has that much of a death wish. You are so idealistic. Believe me, she will not change."
"I don't agree with you Iris. I think she is reachable. I am going to try."
"You will probably lose your life in the process. She has no temper for discussion, especially from those whom she considers of less status than she. And, I have to tell you, that includes everyone."
Xena paced restlessly back and forth in the large chamber. She had been unable to refuse Gabrielle's request to go with Iris to the market. But had she made a mistake? They still had not returned.
She walked down to the large cooking chamber using the excuse she wanted a snack. The cooks working in the area looked up surprised. It was unusual for the Conqueror to put in an appearance.
"Is Iris back?" asked Xena feigning nonchalance.
"No Conqueror. She has not returned," one of the cooks' replied.
"When she returns, tell her I want to see her." Xena began stalking the halls of the palace finally coming to a stop outside the law library. Knowing Phineas was likely working in there, she entered.
Phineas looked up, "Conqueror," he said in greeting.
Xena ignored the greeting and said, "Iris and Gabrielle have not returned from the market. Go find them."
Phineas looked at the tall woman. He had noticed, ever since Gabrielle had arrived at the palace, that Xena always seemed to know her whereabouts. He had not missed the unexpected visits the Conqueror made to the classes Gabrielle held for the healers. The surreptitious looks out the window when Gabrielle was in the compound. To him it was obvious Xena was quite taken with the young woman. He had given Iris strict instructions not to let Gabrielle out of her sight.
"I am sure they are ok. Iris is a trusted servant," Phineas said reassuringly. He knew it would be very difficult in the busy market to find the two women. "It may take a little while for me to find them."
"Just go find them," Xena ordered and abruptly departed.
Phineas quickly made his way up the road leading to the market. What was Iris thinking? They had talked about the Conqueror's interest in Gabrielle. He had served Xena too long not to notice the attraction she held for the young woman. What was so different this time was that she had not acted on it. His thoughts turned to Gabrielle. He had heard the many stories told by the servants about how the bard insisted Xena was a good person who just needed to be shown the right path. Maybe she was right. Phineas had no illusions about just how deadly the Conqueror could be, but she had always treated him fairly. Those that invoked her wrath were those who had shirked their duties in some way.
Sighing with relief, Phineas saw the two women turn onto the road leading to the compound. Walking quickly toward them, he asked Iris, "Where have you been? The Conqueror is very angry."
Iris looked at Gabrielle before answering. Phineas was her friend. She could not lie to him. But she didn't want her new friend to get in trouble with Xena either. Before she could answer, Gabrielle said, "It was my fault. A young boy needed help with his sick mother."
Phineas looked at Gabrielle. "She is very angry. She wants to see you both when you return. We must hurry."
"Why is she angry? We were only delayed a candlemark." Gabrielle asked.
"Gabrielle..." Iris said exasperated. "She is the Conqueror..."
Phineas thought about the young woman's question. He interrupted Iris' answer and said, "Why don't you ask her?"
Iris turned a shocked face toward Phineas. "Are you crazy? Why are you telling her to do that?"
Gabrielle said, "It's ok Iris. I think it's a good idea."
Phineas looked at Iris, the warning in his eyes clear. Leave it alone. I know what I'm doing. Iris clamped her mouth shut, but glared at Phineas. Xena had always treated her well. But she knew her place and it was very obvious to her that Gabrielle didn't.
Xena sat in her chamber impatiently. Forcing herself to calm down, she knew she was over reacting. They were only a candlemark late. Since when had Gabrielle become so important to her? Smiling wryly, she acknowledged probably from the first time she had seen her. But this was getting ridiculous. She had more important things to think about. There was a threat against the realm, perpetuated by someone under her command, and she still had no proof. But her mind refused to focus on that problem, returning instead to the golden haired woman.
A sharp knock on the door drew Xena from her musings, and she called out curtly, "Enter."
Iris, Phineas and Gabrielle entered the chamber. Standing and walking around in front of her desk, she said, "Well...I'm glad to see you could make it back. Why are you late Iris."
Iris looked at the Conqueror and bowed her head. She had never incurred her wrath before and the woman looking at her exuded danger. "I'm sorry Conqueror. I did not mean to return late. It was busy and..." Iris' thoughts of protecting Gabrielle were suddenly dashed.
"It was my fault." Gabrielle interrupted.
Xena looked at the young woman. Why was she not surprised? Looking at Phineas and Iris, she said, "You are dismissed." Turning her attention back to the bard, she said, "You will stay."
After the others left, Xena asked Gabrielle, "Would you care to explain." The comment was harsh, the worry she had felt earlier turning to anger both at herself for not having more control over her emotions regarding this young woman and at Gabrielle for evoking such depth of feelings within her.
Gabrielle met the flashing blue eyes of the Conqueror and began speaking, "There was a young boy," Gabrielle related the events of the afternoon. Finishing she said, "So you see, it wasn't Iris' fault. I am a healer. I could not turn away from someone who needed my skills."
Xena listened quietly. Her anger had dissipated like it always did when the bard was near. She realized that Gabrielle would never have turned away from someone who needed help. In the short time she had known her, the one thing she had learned was that Gabrielle always acted in the best interests of others, regardless of the consequences to herself. And even though that kind of selflessness was alien to Xena, she knew it was one of the things that attracted her to the young woman.
"The people have their own healers. One of them would have stepped forward if you hadn't. You can not single handedly cure every sick person in the realm." Xena argued half-heartedly.
"Xena..." the word slipped out of Gabrielle's mouth before she could stop it. Privately, she had quit thinking of the older woman as the Conqueror. In her thoughts she had become Xena. But thoughts were one thing and reality was another.
Gabrielle's blunder rendered her momentarily speechless. Finding her voice, she managed to say, "I'm sorry." She didn't offer any excuse for her lapse of proper etiquette. She couldn't think of any Xena might understand.
Xena was surprised at the slip. Yet, any anger she might have felt was surpassed by the way the bard said her name. Her name sounded so right coming from Gabrielle's mouth. Maybe it would be ok to forgo the formality of a title if it were only the two of them.
Surprising herself with her leniency she said, "It's ok. Just make sure you don't make the mistake in public."
Gabrielle thought about that answer. Did that mean it was ok to call her Xena when it was only the two of them? Her thoughts muddled, she asked the question that had been bothering her all afternoon.
"Why is there a curfew of sundown?"
Xena was taken aback. Where'd that come from? We were talking about healing. "It is for the good of the realm. It dissuades rebellion."
"The people are more likely to rebel if they are governed with tyranny. People need to be allowed to socialize outside of work. The law keeps them from seeing many of their loved ones. It is a very unpopular law Xena. The people resent it."
Xena's face showed a myriad of emotions running the gamut from anger to surprise to disbelief. "What do you know? I am only doing what is best for the people."
"That law is not a good law," Gabrielle persisted. She knew she was pushing Xena, but someone had to make her think about the citizens.
"Enough," Xena said, effectively ending the discussion. Changing the subject, she said, "I am hosting a dinner party for the wealthy in two days. I would like for you to tell a few of your stories," pausing Xena looked pointedly at Gabrielle and continued, "but not the one about me."
Gabrielle couldn't believe her luck. She would actually get to spend a whole evening with the older woman. It would have surprised her to know that her thoughts were mirrored by Xena's.
"It would be an honor," she said, smiling at the warrior. Xena returned the smile and said, "Thank you."
"I promised the boy I would check on his mother again tomorrow."
The sarcastic comment died on her lips, and she said, "I wouldn't want you to break your word. But Gabrielle, remember your duty is here. I'll have Phineas accompany you." Looking at the healer, she continued, "Is there anything else I should know about?"
Gabrielle smiled and said, "No."
"Good. You may go now."
The rest of the day passed slowly with both women looking forward to the dinner party. Xena hoped for a break in her quest to find out who was skimming the profits of the realm, but mostly she looked forward to spending an evening with Gabrielle near. It was apparent that Gabrielle seemed to have only two changes of clothes. That would have to change. Calling on some of her servants, she ordered them to provide a new wardrobe for the bard.
Gabrielle was surprised to find herself the object of so much attention. The seamstresses measured and made clothes fit for royalty. Of the new tunics, her favorite was one that was a soft shade of green. Gabrielle decided that was the one she would wear to the party.
The next day, Gabrielle finished her class and began gathering up the herbs and putting them back in their proper place in the small room in the rear of the infirmary. Standing on her toes, she put the last herb away on the high shelf.
Smiling, she thought about Xena's visit to her class. When she caught her eye, Gabrielle had smiled at her. To her surprise, the Conqueror had actually flashed a quick smile in return before departing.
Gabrielle sensed a presence behind her a moment before she heard a voice, startling her with it's nearness.
"Hi there little lady. I've been watching you. How about letting me show you a good time?"
Gabrielle turned to face the speaker. This was nothing new. Ever since she had arrived various warriors had approached her. Preparing to give her standard answer, she had to stop a shudder from shaking her body when she faced the hard cold eyes, and sneering face of the warrior looking at her and standing way too close.
Gabrielle knew who this was. He literally made her skin crawl. All the other warriors were afraid of him. He was Xena's second in command, Darphus. Forcing a smile onto her face, she said, "No thank you. I'm really not interested."
When Darphus remained where he was blocking her way, Gabrielle began to get very worried. His reputation spoke for itself. Trying to keep her fear hidden, she said, "Please let me pass."
Darphus was angry. No one refused his attentions. He was also well aware of Xena's law against taking unwilling partners. But that wouldn't matter for long. Once he was in charge he could do as he pleased.
Hoping to intimidate the beautiful young woman he said, "What's the matter? I'm not good enough for you?"
"How very astute of you Darphus," Xena growled from the doorway of the small room. She had watched her lieutenant wait until all the healers had left for the mid-day meal and then walk into the infirmary. She knew there were no patients and that Gabrielle was the only one left in the dwelling.
Gabrielle almost sighed with relief. She quickly moved around Darphus while his attention was diverted and left the dwelling.
"Xena, how nice to see you," Darphus sneered. "What's the matter? Afraid she might be interested in me instead of you?"
In a movement so fast Darphus didn't have time to respond, the sword was unsheathed and the point pressed against his neck. "It is against the law to force your attentions on anyone or have you forgotten," Xena growled.
For the first time in seasons, Darphus feared for his life. He was facing the Conqueror. This was not the woman who had become soft over the last many moons. Perhaps he had underestimated her. "I meant no harm. I was just inquiring why she did not find me appealing. Surely there was no harm in the question."
"She told you she wasn't interested. Take my advice...stay away from her. If I see you anywhere near her again you are a dead man."
Darphus looked at Xena and knew she meant exactly what she said. Knowing she had the advantage now, he said, "As you wish."
Xena removed her sword from Darphus' throat and said, "I will oversee the infirmary. It is now off limits to you."
Darphus was unable to stop the anger from overtaking his face. But Xena preempted any argument by saying, "Do you have a problem with that?"
"No," Darphus spat out.
Xena turned and walked away, all her senses still focused on the warrior behind her. She would not put it past him to attack her from behind. It was time to meet with Cadmon. She needed a new second in command. Her thoughts turned briefly to Darphus' words. She wished Gabrielle were interested in her in the way he suggested. But that was just wishful thinking. Hers was obviously a one sided attraction. Oh the bard seemed to like her. But that was a far cry from what she felt toward the young woman. Sighing, Xena walked into the palace.
Darphus stalked out of the infirmary. The bitch would pay, and she would pay dearly. The time was drawing near. He would send Cadmon out on another training mission and then arrange an accident. No one would be the wiser. Then he would mount an attack. It would be easy. What defense would there be with Cadmon and his contingent gone? Smiling cruelly, Darphus began planning the accident.
Gabrielle and Phineas left to go visit the boy's sick mother. Never one to be silent for long, she asked, "How long have you known the Conqueror?"
"Since I was a small boy. I grew up in Amphipolis. Xena was the envy of all the boys. She was easily the most skilled in all the weapons. Sometimes her and Lyceus let me tag along with them. It was a hard life, but we were happy."
"What changed her?"
Gabrielle looked at Phineas. "Betrayal? Who betrayed her?"
"Everyone she ever trusted or loved." Phineas answered. "Xena was young and inexperienced when she left Amphipolis. She was thrust into a brutal world that made no allowances for error or misjudgment. With each betrayal she became more and more aloof until she became the way she is today."
"That's really sad. No wonder she seems so harsh at times. I think she is still reachable."
Phineas smiled at the young woman, "I know you do Gabrielle. You've told all of us that countless times already. I really hope you're right. It would be nice to see her happy again."
It was obvious to Gabrielle that Phineas was fond of the Conqueror in his own way. "She's really a beautiful woman. She must have many who seek her attention."
"Yes, that's true. Xena doesn't lack for potential suitors. But it has been a long time since she has bothered to grant any an audience."
Gabrielle wasn't sure why, but she was glad Xena didn't have anyone in her life right now. She thought about her high cheekbones and vivid blue eyes. The dark hair that flowed loosely around the dark woman's back and shoulders. The full sensuous lips that softened her face, especially when she smiled. The dreamy look on Gabrielle's face was replaced with surprise and she almost stopped walking. What am I thinking? I must be crazy.
Phineas looked at Gabrielle and asked, "You ok?"
"Yeah. I was just thinking." She was quiet for the remainder of the journey her thoughts demanding her full attention.
Iris bustled around the cooking gallery making sure each dish was perfect before allowing it to be served. The preparations had gone well. She was sure the Conqueror would be pleased with the feast.
"Hi," Gabrielle smiled at Iris.
Gabrielle made frequent forays into the cooking area and her arrival was not unusual. Iris turned to look at her friend and her mouth dropped open in surprise. "You look very nice," she said.
"Thanks. This one is my favorite. Does it look ok?" Gabrielle was nervous about the dinner party. Phineas and Iris had told her it was a party for the wealthy, elite citizens of the city. What if she did something wrong? What if they didn't like her stories? Would she fit in?
"Relax. You look great. They're just regular people with too much money for their own good," Iris smiled at the young woman. "They'll love your stories." Iris made it a point never to miss the stories Gabrielle told the servant's children. She enjoyed them just as much as the children did.
"Don't forget, I want all the details tomorrow," Iris added. The cook was a pivotal point for gossip at the palace and she wanted some good juicy bits to pass on to her rather large following.
Gabrielle smiled at her friend. "Ok, but I don't see what is interesting about a dinner party," she teased.
"You're kidding, right?" Iris asked incredulously.
Gabrielle started laughing at the expression on the cook's face. Realizing her friend was teasing, Iris said, "Go on now. You don't want to be late and miss anything."
Xena greeted each of her visitors when they arrived. Wine was served and she moved from guest to guest using her charm and charisma, making sure that each felt welcome. The conversation was centered around what these citizens considered most important, wealth.
Gabrielle went to the door the chamber the party was being held in. Feeling very uncomfortable, she entered hoping she would not be noticed. She walked toward the side of the room, looking for a place to sit away from where the guests were gathered in groups talking. Her hope of an unobtrusive entrance was quickly ruined.
Xena had been watching for Gabrielle and saw her enter. She looked absolutely stunning. The soft green tunic accented the gentle curves of her body. The scones holding the flickering candles highlighted her golden blonde hair. She was unable to tear her eyes from the beautiful young woman, and the guests she had been talking with turned to see what she was looking at. One of them asked, "Who is she Xena? She's very beautiful." Finally, taking a breath, Xena answered, "Yes she is," and walked toward the new arrival
Gabrielle did not see Xena approaching she was so intent on staying in the background. While walking around the room, she noticed the people were dressed in tunics made of silks and other fine fabrics. Jewels adorned their necks and ears, many almost gaudy in size. Some of the guests wore simple but elegant tunics, while others wore the long robes similar to that which Xena usually wore. Every color imaginable assaulted her eyes. Gabrielle quickly realized these were not people she would enjoy being with. The entire atmosphere seemed false.
She felt a hand on her upper arm and before she could turn to see who it was, she heard a low throaty voice, "I'm glad you're here."
Gabrielle shivered and felt her knees weaken when Xena addressed her. Gods the woman had such a sexy voice. Fighting the urge to just lean back and use the tall woman for support, Gabrielle reluctantly turned around knowing the movement would cause Xena to remove her hand.
Deep blue eyes met sparkling green ones. Neither woman spoke. Each was trying to control their thoughts and emotions. The tension between them was almost palpable.
Xena was having trouble controlling the increasing attraction she felt for the bard. Something about Gabrielle evoked every protective instinct in her...and she wryly acknowledged every other feeling she had too. She struggled to gain control of the sensations pulsing through her from just placing her hand on Gabrielle's arm. Consciously forcing herself to refrain from just wrapping her arms around the young woman and holding her close, she said, "I'll show you around."
Gabrielle had looked deeply into the blue orbs of the woman facing her. She read the conflicting emotions that matched her own. These were not the eyes of a cold heartless killer. There was warmth and kindness and something more
Smiling at Xena, Gabrielle said, "Thanks."
If either woman had looked around they would have noticed some of the knowing glances passed between the guests. The Conqueror's reputation was well known among these citizens.
Gabrielle felt like the guest of honor. Xena not only introduced her to all the guests as, Gabrielle, the Bard from Potedaia, but she insisted the young woman stay at her side.
Sitting down to the feast Iris had prepared, Xena indicated that Gabrielle should sit in the chair next to her. The guests were relaxed, having imbibed a goodly amount of wine, and the conversation turned to the realm.
"So, Conqueror, how long are you going to keep the curfew imposed? It's quite tiresome to not be allowed to see your own grown children. I have heard of no threat from the people," one of the guests asked.
Xena looked at Gabrielle briefly before answering. "It has already been called to my attention that the law is very unpopular with the people. Tomorrow the curfew will be lifted."
Gabrielle looked at the older woman surprised. Xena flashed her a half smile before turning her attention back to the other guests. She really hadn't thought the warrior had paid any attention to her complaint about the law. She'd been right all along. Someone just had to show Xena the way.
When dessert was served, one of the guests, who had consumed a large portion of wine, asked the Conqueror when the next mass execution was to take place.
Xena saw the questioning look on Gabrielle's face and glared at the impertinent guest. "I have presided over no mass execution."
Had the wealthy man been of his right mind, he would have taken the warning and offered up an apology. But his good sense had been left behind and he persisted, "No, you haven't. But what is the difference whether you are present or not when you order your Lieutenant to give no trials and put to death all those who are suspected of traitorous activity?"
Gabrielle gasped and looked at the woman sitting next to her. Perhaps she had been wrong after all but almost before that thought could take root, she saw the quick look of surprise cross the face of the Conqueror before it was quickly masked.
"There will be no more executions within this realm without a trial." She could not add that this was the first she'd heard of this. To do so would be to lose face. The Conqueror should know everything that happened within Greece.
Xena heard the bard gasp and silently cursed Darphus. Why did this atrocity have to come up when she actually thought the young woman might have some feelings for her? That's what she got for allowing her emotions free reign. Gabrielle would never believe she had nothing to do with that. How could she ever convince her otherwise? It was with a heavy heart that Xena turned her attention back to her guests.
Gabrielle had gotten over the initial shock of the brutality mentioned by the guest. She questioned her feelings for Xena. It was ridiculous to pretend that her interest in the older woman was strictly to show her the error of her ways. But this was really hard to take. No trial why Xena?
Gabrielle told two stories that evening. The guests were mesmerized by the talented bard and thanked Xena for providing the wonderful entertainment. It had been a long evening and Xena bade her guests' farewell. She alone, having heard Gabrielle tell stories before, knew that the young woman's heart wasn't in her stories.
Gabrielle made her way to the door and was stopped by Xena. "Don't leave yet. I want to talk to you."
Xena motioned for Gabrielle to take a seat. Ever since the revelation and the look of disbelief she had seen on the young woman's face Xena had fought an inner battle on how to handle this. She had come to the conclusion that she could no longer continue on the way she had.
Keeping her face expressionless, she said, "You are free to go back to Potedaia. You made allegations against my Lieutenant and you were correct. The surplus that was collected has been given back to the villages. I'll have one of the guards escort you back to your home."
Xena turned away for a moment, her emotions threatening to betray her. In control once again, she said, "Thank you for teaching your skills to my healers. Goodbye Gabrielle." Xena turned away from the young woman.
Gabrielle was surprised at the admission from the older woman. She had actually checked out what she had told her. If she was fair enough to do that, how could she be so unfair to the citizens here in the city? "Why Xena?" Gabrielle asked. "How could you do that? Everyone deserves a trial. You know that don't you?"
Gabrielle still couldn't believe Xena had ordered the deaths of so many without a trial. If only she would tell her something, anything. She couldn't leave without knowing why.
Xena remained facing away from Gabrielle. What was the use? Gabrielle was a very intelligent woman. She would never believe that this was the first she had heard of this. Yeah, she knew about the executions but Darphus had neglected to mention that they were executed without a trial in her name. I'm going to kill the bastard. But she was unable to muster up the familiar rage. Her thoughts instead focused on how much Gabrielle would hate her now. She had actually hoped no, don't go there.
Gabrielle walked over to Xena and said, "Can't you at least look at me and tell me why? Is that asking so much?" She knew she was pushing her luck, but frankly, she just didn't care. Even the thought of seeing her family could not ease her anguish. Tonight for the first time, she was sure Xena felt something for her and now this Frustrated she grabbed Xena's arm and raised her voice, "Say something!"
Xena whirled around. "What do you want me to say? That I didn't know anything about it? Would you believe me?"
Gabrielle looked into the pain filled eyes. "Yes yes I would. Is that true?"
Xena looked into the green eyes of the smaller woman standing in front of her and saw warmth and hope reflected back. Suddenly she knew she had a chance. "When I returned to the city, Darphus told me he had ordered the executions of 50 people. He did not have the authority to do that and I made the decision at that time to replace him. I never knew they were not tried."
Closing the distance between them, Gabrielle wrapper her arms around the tall woman and hugged her quickly and then released her. "I just knew you wouldn't do that."
Xena was so surprised at the hug; she just stood there, her arms at her sides. Too quickly the contact ended. It had felt so right, so good. Oh gods, I'm really losing it. Gaining control of her errant thoughts which were filling her mind with images she just didn't need to entertain right now, Xena said, "What time do you want to leave tomorrow?"
Every nerve ending in Gabrielle's body was complaining about the loss of contact. Trying to deal with all the new sensations, it took a moment for the question to register. Leave? Oh no not now. Hadn't Xena felt anything? Why did she want her to leave? "Do you want me to leave?"
The question was simple but the meaning complex. Xena thought, No Gabrielle. I don't want you to leave. But I can't tell you that even though I want to. You have become so important to me. I need you. I love your fresh optimistic outlook. You have given meaning to my life. I am never bored when you are near. Unable to say these things, Xena's shoulders slumped and she said instead, "It would probably be best. If you knew some of the things I have done you would not question leaving. You would just go. I'm not who you want me to be."
Gabrielle watched the quick flicker of emotions cross the older woman's face. Her words said one thing, but her body language said another. But how could she stay if Xena didn't want her to. This conversation was about way more than whether she wanted to stay or not.
Gabrielle had no illusions about Xena's past. Tales of her brutality during the conquering years had spread through out Greece. But the one thing she remembered from all the stories was that Xena, although ruthless, had always given the villages and cities a chance to surrender. She had never harmed the unarmed. She had never attacked women or children. Even more importantly, Xena had been unaware of the villagers being starved.
"How do you know what I want? Have you ever asked me?" Gabrielle forced her voice to remain harsh. She had to get through to Xena. "Darphus is undermining you. It seems to me you need all the friends you can get. But instead you choose to send me away when I could help you." Gabrielle held her breath. She knew she was really pushing her luck. But even if it took Xena getting mad at her to get through to her, it would be worth it.
Why was she making this so hard? I told her she was free to go. What more could she want? "And just what do you think you could do? I have used all my resources and no one has been able to provide any information on what Darphus is planning."
Gabrielle met the older woman's eyes and said, "Trust me Xena. Let me try please."
That simple plea found it's way past the crumbling barriers in the warrior's mind. She didn't think Gabrielle would find out anything, but what was the harm in letting her try. "Ok." Xena said, and then added, "just be careful."
Phineas entered Xena's chamber. He had been
summoned by the Conqueror and told to bring the law scrolls. He wondered what new law she
was going to pass now. He had observed an overall softening of her attitude toward the
people of the city since Gabrielle had arrived. The young woman was a very good influence
on the leader. While Phineas didn't approve of all of the Conqueror's decisions, he had
always liked and respected her.
"Good morning, Conqueror."
Xena responded in kind and then said, "I want the curfew law revoked immediately. I also want you to copy a new law down. Any citizen of Greece who is accused of a crime will be offered a fair trial before sentencing is commenced."
Seeing the surprised expression on Phineas' face, Xena added, "While we were in the outlying provinces, Darphus not only took it upon himself to execute 50 citizens, but he did so without a trial and was kind enough to attribute it to me."
"The Bastard," slipped out before Phineas could stop the words.
"That he is," agreed Xena. "Keep your eyes and ears open. I know he is planning something and we must be on guard at all times."
"Why not just execute him?" Phineas asked the obvious question.
"Because I don't know how many are loyal to him. Darphus is not stupid. He must have a strong following to do something so blatant. He must have known I'd eventually find out about it."
"He is very vain Conqueror. Perhaps he intended to make his move before that happened."
"Perhaps. But I don't intend to sit around and wait for it to happen either. Use as many of the house servants you need to get the news laws posted. I want it done today."
"It will be done," Phineas assured the leader.
Gabrielle was up early the next morning. She had spent an uneasy night. She had asked for Xena's trust. Now she had to show the older woman that the trust was warranted. Gabrielle knew if there was one person who might know what was going on it was Iris. But would she talk, even to her.
"Hi," Gabrielle greeted Iris.
"Hi yourself. Well, what good gossip to you have for me? Who was there? What were they wearing? Did any of them make fools of themselves? Were they their usual stuffy selves?"
Gabrielle started laughing. "Give me a chance. One thing at a time, ok?"
Iris questioned Gabrielle for the next candle mark about every aspect of the party she could think of.
"Was that silly woman who wears her hair on top of her head secured with that ridiculously large jewel there?"
"Oh, you mean Lasthena. She does look a little unusual."
"Humph a little unusual? That's an understatement if I ever heard one."
"Just because someone is different, doesn't mean we should make fun of them."
"Oh, I meant no harm. It's just that they look down upon us and treat us like we have no feelings."
"Xena doesn't." Gabrielle realized her mistake the second the words left her mouth. Gods, how could she have been so stupid?
Iris jumped right on the mistake, "Xena? Do you know what she'd do if she heard you call her that?"
Yeah, I do. But I can't tell you that. Changing the subject Gabrielle asked, "Iris, I need you to help me with something."
"Of course. Anything, you know that," the cook smiled at her friend.
"Has there been any talk of a rebellion by anyone here in the compound?"
Iris looked away. Why did she have to ask that? There were some things that it was better to pretend you had never heard.
"Some things should not be discussed. Why do you want to know?"
"I want to help Xena."
"Why? What difference does it make if she is the leader or someone else is? They are all the same. They don't care about the common people."
"Has Xena ever treated you unfairly?"
"Do you think Darphus would be a fair leader?"
Iris looked at Gabrielle. How much did she really know? It was obvious that she knew Darphus led the opposing force.
Sighing, knowing that her life would be forfeit if Darphus was successful, Iris began relating to Gabrielle what she had overhead the past many months.
When she finished, Gabrielle said, "You must come with me to see Xena. She needs to know everything you have just told me."
"No. You tell her."
"Please Iris. Come with me."
"If Darphus wins, do you know what he'll do to us?"
Gabrielle shuddered at the images the words evoked. "Yes I do. So we must do everything we can to make sure he doesn't."
Iris acquiesced and the two women made their way to the Conqueror's chamber. Iris related everything she had heard to the Conqueror. "The last thing I heard is that Darphus is going to arrange an accident for Cadmon on the training mission tomorrow."
"Thank you Iris. You may leave now." Turning her attention to Gabrielle, she said, "Please stay."
Once Iris left, Xena said, "You're really amazing. You have found out more in a few candle marks than I was able to uncover in days. You may have singlehandedly saved the realm." Placing her hand on Gabrielle's upper arm, she said, "Thank you."
"You're welcome. It was easy really. You just have to know who to talk to." Pressing her advantage, and smiling to take the bite out of her words, Gabrielle added, "The servants are people too."
Xena smiled wryly. "You've proved your point today. If my leadership survives this threat, I am going to make some changes to make life easier for all the citizens."
Her mind racing ahead, planning a defense against the expected attack, Xena continued, "It's not safe for you to stay here. It's too dangerous. I'll have you escorted home."
"No? Gabrielle you must. If I am not successful..."
Gabrielle closed the distance between them. Looking up at Xena, she said, "I'm not leaving you." Fearing rejection but unwilling to hold back any longer, she placed both her arms around the tall woman and hugged her. She felt the tightening of the warrior's body against hers. But instead of letting go, she laid her head against Xena's chest. She felt Xena relax and place her arms around her, resting her chin on her head.
Xena was surprised by the action. She had acknowledged her feelings for the young woman but had never expected it to be reciprocated and she never would have acted on those feelings. This felt so right.
The women stood there silently, each enjoying the contact, and neither willing to make a move to end it. Not wanting to end the moment, but knowing she had to, Xena pulled back from the embrace. Looking at Gabrielle, her face reflecting a tenderness many would have said she was incapable of, Xena said, "You're are so special." Placing her hand against the bard's face, she continued, "I must make preparations. I have to warn Cadmon and I have to find a safe place for you."
Trying to allay Xena's worry, Gabrielle said, "I'll stay with the servants. Darphus doesn't care about them."
Unable to come up with a better idea, Xena agreed and walked with Gabrielle down to the kitchen. Looking at Iris, Xena said, "You and Gabrielle are probably the most at risk when the attack begins. Both of you stay together and out of sight once the attack commences. I expect it to take place within two days."
Xena had sent Darphus to an outlying village so that Cadmon would be free to meet with his warriors secretly. Only those that Cadmon was absolutely sure were loyal had been invited.
Cadmon thought about the meeting he had just had with Xena. He was not surprised that Darphus had tried to set up Xena with the citizens of the city. If he were planning a coup he would want the people on his side too.
"The Conqueror believes that Darphus may be planning a rebellion. Based on the evidence, I agree with her. Tomorrow we are scheduled for a training mission. It is likely that Darphus may make a move against us then. I want you to be very vigilant. No matter what happens out there, you make sure you get back to protect the palace. To accomplish this, if you must pledge allegiance to Darphus, do it. You will have your chance once the attack begins. The main thing is to stay alive until the battle so that we may be strong enough to drive back his forces."
Darphus took advantage of the mission Xena sent him on to meet with the warriors loyal to him. Gathering his top officers, he began briefing them.
"Tomorrow, we go on a training mission." Looking at his most trusted aide, he continued, "Korax, you will see that Cadmon does not come back. Make sure his death appears to be an accident. I'll leave the details up to you."
Korax smiled, "It'll be a pleasure. I hate that sanctimonious bastard."
"The rest of you keep the other warriors busy so Korax has time to accomplish his mission. I will remain at the compound to divert suspicion away from me."
Darphus unrolled the plans for the takeover of the palace and compounds. Step by step he went over the plans with his officers. Finishing, he said, "We will attack in two days time."
The dull thud of hooves hitting the ground in the predawn darkness echoed throughout the compound. Xena stood at the open window watching the warriors depart. Running a hand through her hair disheveled by the cool breeze, she saw Darphus entering his quarters. So he had decided not to go. Smart move on his part if his plan failed. Too bad it wouldn't do him any good.
Xena opened the chamber door. Seeing Archeron, she said, "Tell Phineas I want to see him in a candlemark. Closing the door, Xena walked over to a chest. The lid was ornately decorated with a hand carved wooden chakrum. Pressing the right side of the chakrum, she waited for the lid to slowly open. Pulling out several scrolls, Xena began studying the layout of the palace. It was time to prepare against the expected attack. Xena mentally checked off the locations that would provide the best defense and annotated each with an X. From a strategic standpoint, any attacker would have to overcome the guards of at least one of these locations before gaining entrance.
When Phineas arrived, Xena gave him a copy of the defense plan she had drawn up. "The large X indicates likely entry sites and the small X shows secondary sites. The Royal Guard will be the first line of defense. I want you to gather all the servants who have had any training in weapons. If you have any doubt about their loyalty, do not include them. The servants will be used only if the guards are overcome. Station them accordingly."
The Conqueror was worried. Even though she had warned Cadmon that an attempt would be made on his life, Darphus was very clever. It would be impossible for him to foresee every possible scenario. If Cadmon did not return, would the loyal warriors be able to rally effectively without his leadership. Sure, she would be there. But she would be forced to deal with Darphus before she could effectively lead them, and she was sure he would have a backup plan.
Her thoughts then turned to Gabrielle. Several times she walked toward the kitchen to insist the bard leave the compound. Each time she stopped short and knew the young woman would resent being sent away. What if something happened to her? She'd never forgive herself. Xena began mulling around other ideas to protect the person who had become more important to her than anything else, including the realm.
Gabrielle wandered around the cooking area. She was concerned about the upcoming attack. What if something happened to Xena? She had been waiting all her life for the right' someone. Her father had arranged her betrothal to Perdicus, and she had never felt about him like she did Xena.
Allowing her thoughts to turn to the night before, she remembered the way her body had felt pressed up against the older woman. The softness of the breasts she had laid her head against. The strength of Xena's arms that were so gently wrapped around her. The feeling of being safe and protected.
Looking at Iris questioningly, Gabrielle wondered why she was yelling. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing is wrong with me. But this is the third time I've had to call your name to get your attention. What are you thinking about?"
Gabrielle felt her cheeks redden. "Um nothing."
"Seems like it was a mighty interesting nothing," Iris retorted.
Gabrielle was saved from further questioning when Phineas walked in. After greeting the two women, Phineas walked over and lifted up the lid on one of the large pots. "What are you making?" he asked Iris.
"You'll never change. We may all be dead tomorrow and all you're worried about is what's for the noon meal," Iris chided.
"Well there's no reason to die hungry," Phineas teased.
Gabrielle looked from one to the other. They always bantered back and forth like this and seemed quite fond of each other. Feeling there was more to their friendship than what met the eye; she excused herself, to give them some privacy.
She began walking through the long corridors to her room. Halfway there, she changed direction and turned toward Xena's chamber. Walking along, deep in thought, she was startled when she turned the corner and walked right into someone. Embarrassed, she said, "Sorry," while lifting her head to see whom she had bumped into.
Xena stifled a curse, when she saw Gabrielle. She had been on her way to the kitchen after spending a restless morning in her chamber. There was nothing else she could do in the way of preparations and her thoughts had turned to the young woman.
Smiling, Xena said, "Guess I should watch where I'm going."
"No. It was my fault " Gabrielle quickly replied and then smiled when she saw the teasing expression on the older woman's face. "I was just coming to see you."
"It seems we both had the same idea then. Come on; let's go back to my chamber. We can talk there."
Xena suggested they sit on the padded bench. Gabrielle sat down on one end and Xena sat on the opposite side. Gabrielle broke the uneasy silence. "I just wanted to know if there was anything I could do to help. You know, with getting ready " she trailed off.
"Everything that can be done is being attended to. I really wish you would leave the compound until this is over." Turning sideways, facing Gabrielle directly, Xena continued, "I don't want anything to happen to you. It's not safe here."
"Are you leaving?"
"Of course not. I can't leave. What's that got to do with anything?"
"I'd rather take my chances here with you, than leave and not know if I would ever see you again. At least here, I can help."
Xena opened her mouth to voice a rebuttal and then shut it again. The doubts that her mind had tormented her with about Gabrielle's feelings began slipping away. She really does cares what happens to me. The thought rolled around in her mind in wonderment.
"You really want to stay here with me?"
Gabrielle reached over and put her hand on Xena's knee. Looking at the tall woman, her eyes conveying the depth of her emotions, she simply said, "Yes, I do."
The frank admission rendered Xena speechless. Even after the night before, her mind had continued to assault her with doubts. She placed her hand on top of Gabrielle's and squeezed it lightly. Words just weren't needed. Gabrielle understood the unspoken message.
The two women spent the rest of the afternoon companionably. They talked about anything and everything, each greedy in the quest for more knowledge about the other.
Darphus met with Archeron who was pivotal to his backup plan. Archeron had been spying for him for the last two seasons, ever since Darphus had caught him sleeping on duty outside of Xena's chamber. In exchange for his life, he reported to Darphus everything he overhead in the palace.
"Do you have any questions at all?" Darphus asked the house guard.
Archeron looked at the warrior he feared and hated. "No. It shouldn't be a problem," he said nervously.
"It had better not be or you're a dead man. Do you understand?" Darphus growled at the frightened man.
Darphus turned away disgustedly and went in search of his other spy, one of the house servants. Locating him, he said, "Did you find it?"
"Yes. It was where you said it would be. I am sure no one else knows about it."
"That's the whole point," Darphus said sarcastically. "Have you shown it to Archeron?"
"What are you waiting for? Show it to him now." Stupid moron. No wonder he was a servant. He didn't have enough sense to be anything else.
Darphus watched the servant hurry off to find Archeron, and then walked back to his quarters. The weapons he had cached away from the palace would be moved into the compound that night. With Cadmon out of the way, it would be an easy task. He didn't anticipate needing them, but just in case the citizens wanted to join in he was going to be prepared.
Darphus knew the element of surprise was paramount to his success. He had to catch Xena unawares. In her warlord days, he had watched her overcome what should have been insurmountable odds and still come out virtually unscathed. But she had lost her edge. She had become soft in the seasons since she had conquered Greece. Victory was only a day away.
Lying down on his pallet, Darphus' thoughts turned to the last time he had challenged Xena. Even though it had happened many seasons before, he relived it daily.
He had built a small army and was feared throughout the province. Darphus had established a brutal reputation, killing all who stood in his way. It was time to expand his territory. Darphus knew a woman warlord called Xena controlled the province to the west. He found it humorous that no one had been able to defeat her yet. Sorry excuses for warlords if you asked him. He'd put them all to shame and double his army when he defeated her.
It was a hot dusty day. Darphus took a long pull from his water flask. His spies had reported Xena's army was camped on the other side of the foothills about a candlemark from him. Rallying his army, they began approaching the opposing force.
Cresting the last hill, he raised his sword into the air, the unspoken command to charge. His horse broke into a canter after being brutally kicked in the sides. Rushing the campsite, he pulled up on the horse. It was empty. There was no one there.
Too late, he ordered his army to retreat. Before they could execute the command, Xena's army had completely surrounded his. Fierce fighting broke out. Darphus in a desperate attempt to save his army organized a hasty retreat.
That night, he devised the perfect solution. He would challenge her to a dual. The winner would assume leadership of both armies. He sent a messenger to deliver the challenge. She had accepted. The dual would take place at dawn the following morning. Smiling, Darphus slept well that night. He was an expert in wielding a sword.
The warriors gathered around the two combatants. He had seen smirks on the faces of the warriors in Xena's army, but the significance of that never registered in his overconfident mind.
He had seriously underestimated her. Within seconds, she disarmed him, marked his face and spared him only when he begged for mercy in front of all the watching warriors.
He silently swore vengeance that day. Darphus spent years regaining her trust and proving himself the best warrior in her command. Even though he taunted her every chance he got, he had shown her only the utmost loyalty. Lately, he had been almost unable to keep up the fašade. But soon it wouldn't matter. She would suffer before she died. He would ridicule her in the eyes of her army like she had done to him. Darphus thought about the different ways he could torture Xena and fell asleep with a smile on his face.
Dust swirled through the air, so thick it was impossible to penetrate. The warriors had trained hard and the mock battle was finally over. Cadmon looked around. Without being obvious, he had stayed clear of the officers he suspected were loyal to Darphus throughout the exercise.
Cadmon gave the signal to reform and the army headed back to the compound. The mountainous terrain often required the warriors to ride singlefile. One of the warriors rode to the rear of the army and called over to Cadmon, "You better come and take a look at this."
"What is it?"
"Some peasants have been killed. A clumsy attempt was made to hide their bodies."
Cadmon sighed. This was something he really didn't need right now. Best to take care of it now so he could get back to the compound. "Show me."
The warrior led Cadmon to a small path off the road they were traveling on. Dismounting, he walked over to some scrub motioning Cadmon to follow him. Five paces further were the bodies of three peasants. Cadmon examined the bodies. The evidence pointed toward executions. There was a minimum of blood. Each had been stabbed in the back, the dagger probably piercing the heart and killing them instantly. There was nothing to indicate why they might have been killed.
Turning to the warrior, Cadmon said, "Catch up with the army and Tell Eustis to send me a burial detail of 10 men. I'm going to look around here a little more."
After the warrior rode off, Cadmon began searching the area looking for anything that would give him a clue about why the peasants had been killed or possibly who had done it. Bending down, and looking at what appeared to be drag marks in the dirt, Cadmon was startled when he heard movement behind him.
Turning as he stood, he saw Korax. Angry he said, "You know better than approaching without any warning. Did you bring the burial detail with you?"
"No. There's not going to be a burial detail."
"What are you saying? I sent word back with one of the warriors. I am in charge today, Korax, whether you like it or not. So you can just get right back on your horse and go fetch the burial detail since you seem to have interfered with my message."
"No Cadmon," Korax said, pulling his sword and moving toward the shocked Lieutenant.
Cadmon quickly started backing up and unsheathing his sword. Before the sword was clear Korax struck a blow to his arm. Ignoring the pain, Cadmon retained his hold on the hilt and met the next thrust with his sword.
Korax smiled. There was no need to hurry. At the rate Cadmon's arm was bleeding, the fight would soon be over.
Darphus and Xena watched the army enter the compound from their respective positions. Xena summoned Phineas and told him to find out if Cadmon had returned.
Darphus walked among the warriors looking for Cadmon or Korax. Seeing neither, he smiled inwardly and asked one of the lieutenants where the senior man was.
"He stayed to investigate the deaths of some peasants about a candlemark from here," the lieutenant replied.
Darphus mused, now that was original. Korax had outdone himself again. He would have to reward him well. Good, everything would proceed on schedule. The five warriors that would assist him with the cached arms had already been notified. They would leave once the moon was high in the sky and the compound guards were least alert.
"He did not return, Conqueror. Eustis said he was investigating the deaths of some peasants that one of the warriors had found. He expressed confidence that Cadmon would be along shortly."
"Yeah. I'll bet," Xena mused aloud. There was really nothing she could do except wait. Xena paced back and forth in the chamber. She would wait until dawn. If Cadmon didn't return, she would assume the worse and place Eustis in charge. He had shown great initiative in his current position as Captain of the Guard and was loyal.
Looking at Phineas, she said, "Go get some rest. Tomorrow will be a very long day."
Phineas looked at the worried woman. Wanting to ease her mind, he said, "I don't think he has enough support to succeed."
"I hope you're right."
Gabrielle sat on the pallet in her room. Not wanting to be in the way she had left Xena's chamber when the army returned. She thought about the quiet afternoon that they had spent just talking to each other. She had felt so comfortable. They had shared many stories of their childhood and in some ways it almost seemed that they were becoming reacquainted after a long absence. That was an interesting thought. They had never met before that fateful day in the herb garden. Yet, something about the tall woman called to her touching the very depths of her soul. Gabrielle suddenly realized that the thought of life without Xena was unthinkable. She lay down and fell into a restless sleep. Her dreams tormented her with thoughts of Xena being injured or killed in the upcoming battle.
The warrior crouched outside the stone hedge waiting for a cloud to cover the moon before attempting to enter the compound. He knew where every guard was stationed and it was important that he not be detected.
Slowly, taking care to ensure his armor did not scrape the hard stone surface, he eased his body over the wall. Once both feet were back on the ground, he crouched and looked for the deepest shadows to hide him in his approach of the palace.
Xena restlessly walked the long corridors. The familiar blood lust coursed through her veins at the thought of Darphus' pending betrayal. She would not sleep until after the expected attack
Hearing a slight noise near one of the windows, she jumped into the air twisting her body away from the window landing lightly on her feet to the side of the window and out of sight of anyone looking in. Pressing her body tightly against the wall, Xena pulled out a hidden dagger she preferred for close work.
Reflexes honed to hairpin quickness allowed the woman warrior to grab the shoulders of the intruder when they appeared in the window and pull him inside before he uttered a sound. Grabbing his hair and pulling his head back to expose his throat, Xena pressed the dagger to his neck.
"Conqueror, wait "
Two things registered with Xena simultaneously. She recognized the voice and the smell of blood. "Cadmon?"
"Yes. I'm sorry, but I did not want Darphus to know I still lived."
Xena removed the dagger. "You have been injured," she stated.
Cadmon gritted his teeth against the pain of his arm wound. There would be time to take care of it later. Right now he had to tell Xena what he had learned from Korax.
"It is nothing."
Standing, she helped him to his feet. Feeling him sway, she quickly grabbed him saying, "Put your arm around my neck. We can talk in my chamber." She needed to check on his wound. The smell of blood was too strong for it to be minor.
Passing one of the roving guards, she told him, "Have one of the servants get some linen from the bathing area and bring it to me." She did not want to take a chance on making Darphus suspicious by getting supplies from the infirmary.
Entering her chamber, she helped Cadmon to a bench. After lighting several candles, she walked over and looked at him. His face was pale and his right arm was wrapped in multi-colored linen made more colorful by the dark red blood that had seeped through it. Looking at the linen, she looked at Cadmon, raising an eyebrow in question.
Managing a wan smile, he said, "It is a dead peasants shirt. He no longer had any use for it."
"Tell me what happened."
Xena unwrapped the linen covering Cadmon's arm while listening to him relate his story.
"Korax killed some peasants to lure me away from the army. The only reason I was injured is because he caught me unawares. He was so confident of winning he told me the plans. Darphus is going to attack tomorrow, during the mid-day meal. Those loyal to him will simply enter the dining area fully armed after all the other warriors have obtained their rations. It would be over before it even started." Cadmon paused trying to make the room stop spinning.
Xena said, "Take it easy. You've lost a lot of blood."
"Darphus plans to kill you first " Cadmon added before passing out.
The house servant arrived with the linen and Xena sent him to get Gabrielle and Phineas. She applied pressure to the wound to stop the bleeding that had started again.
When Gabrielle arrived and saw the unconscious warrior, she needed no instructions. She opened her herb pouch and pulled out the supplies needed to stitch the wound close. The house servant was sent to bring water.
Looking at Xena, she said, "This is a bad wound. It's going to take a lot of stitches. I hope he hasn't lost too much blood."
"So do I," Xena paused, and then added, "Do what you can for him. Then I want you to go get Iris and both of you get out of sight. She will know where to hide."
"Where are you going?"
"I'm going to go pay Darphus a visit. It's long overdue."
Phineas had been checking on the house guards and arrived in time to hear Xena's words. Seeing his questioning look, Xena said, "I have decided to take the offensive. Wake Eustis and tell him to have the warriors prepare for battle. They will wait for my signal to attack."
Neither noticed that the house servant listening outside the door.
After Phineas left, Xena looked at Gabrielle and asked, "How much longer?"
"About half a candlemark."
"Then I will wait until then." Xena knew the best way to keep Gabrielle safe was to kill Darphus. That would take the fight out of those loyal to him. "Make sure you stay out of sight."
"Be careful, ok?"
Xena walked over to Gabrielle. Kneeling down next to her, she watched her work on Cadmon's wound. This woman had made so much difference in her life in the short time since she had met her. What if something unforeseen happened? What if this was the last time they saw one another? Somehow she had to let Gabrielle know how important she was. Smiling inwardly, she acknowledged that her mind had finally quit protesting. It must have known the fight with her heart would be futile.
Placing her hand on Gabrielle's thigh and taking comfort in the contact, she said, "I'll be careful Gabrielle. To do less would put you at risk and I will not do that."
Gabrielle looked away from her task and met the deep blue eyes watching her. Smiling, her mind whirling with the implications of that statement, all she said was, "Thank you," before turning back to her work. But the depth of emotion conveyed with those simple words was not lost on Xena.
Standing up she said, "I have to go now," adding, "I'll see you when it's over." Xena wasn't sure if she was attempting to reassure Gabrielle or herself. But she planned on keeping her word.
Gabrielle looked up and said, "Count on it."
Phineas relayed Xena's instructions to Eustis and stayed until the warriors started readying for battle before returning to the palace. He quickly made his way to Iris' room. Knocking softly, he waited for her to answer. When Iris opened the door, he walked inside closing the door behind him.
"Xena is going to attack Darphus within the candlemark. Cadmon was wounded today and Gabrielle is tending to him in Xena's chamber. Go there and when she is finished find a safe place to wait until the battle is over. I have to go now."
Iris placed her arms around Phineas hugging him. She quickly drew his head down for a quick kiss. "Be careful."
"I will. You be careful too," Phineas said before departing.
Xena slipped out of the window of her sleeping chamber landing softly on the ground. Staying in the pooled shadows of the compound she silently moved toward Darphus' quarters. Rounding the corner of the dwelling, Xena paused, her acute hearing attempting to discern any sound coming from inside. Hearing nothing, she remained in place for a little longer. It was too quiet. Even if Darphus was sleeping, the sounds of snoring should have penetrated the thin door.
Staying to the side, Xena pushed open the door and waited. Sensing the dwelling was empty, but still wary, Xena slowly entered. Once inside her sharp senses verified the suspicion that Darphus was not there. She would have to find him quickly. Perhaps he had changed his plans and was now rallying the warriors loyal to him.
Before Xena had time to decide on a course of action, she heard the sound of boots striking dirt. Looking outside the door, she saw the warriors from the barracks on the westside of the compound, Darphus' men, running toward the eastside of the compound. Instinct took over and Xena let loose with her battle cry, ayiayiayiayi, signaling the loyal warriors led by Eustis to attack.
Jumping into the foray, Xena began slicing her way through the traitors, making her way east. The sound of swords rang out across the compound. One of Darphus' lieutenants attempted to take Xena from the rear. Sensing his presence, she swung the sword over her back engaging him while simultaneously viciously kicking and disabling a warrior in front of her whom sought to take advantage of the situation. Whirling around, she met the next thrust of his sword with her own before disarming him and running him through with her sword.
Leaving a path of human destruction in her wake, Xena continued to fight off the traitorous warriors her eyes constantly searching for Darphus.
Alerted by Xena's battle cry, Archeron jumped up from his seat outside of her sleeping chamber and ran to the window. What in Hades had happened? The attack wasn't supposed to take place until mid-day. Cursing Darphus for not advising him of the change in plans, he left in search of his quarry.
Gabrielle and Iris had left Cadmon sleeping on the bench and were making their way to the kitchen. There were many storage areas off the cooking area and Iris suggested they wait in one of the empty ones. Few people knew the whereabouts of the one she chose.
Walking past a window, Gabrielle jumped at the loud piercing cry that echoed throughout the compound.
Before looking at Iris for confirmation, she somehow knew that it had originated with Xena.
Iris said, "It's begun. We must hurry."
Breaking into a trot, they hurried down the last hallway. Entering the kitchen they found Archeron standing there.
"Thank the gods," the worried guard said. "The Conqueror wants me to take you to a hiding place where you'll be safe."
Gabrielle looked at Archeron. "I just talked with her less than a candlemark ago. She never mentioned this. When did you talk to her?"
"I saw her outside right before the battle began. She insisted I take you both to safety. Please hurry," Archeron answered.
Gabrielle looked at Iris, who just shrugged her shoulders. She wasn't sure if she should be angry that Xena felt it necessary to send Archeron to take them to safety or pleased that she cared enough to take the extra precaution. Oh well, if it'll make her feel better, what's the harm?
"Where are we going?" Iris asked.
"Just follow me. There are some hidden passageways beneath the palace that no one knows about. The Conqueror said to take you there."
Archeron led the two women down one of the corridors off the palace entranceway. Hearing the sounds of battle once again, Gabrielle asked the gods to protect Xena. Entering a room, Archeron walked over to one of the walls and moved a painting to one side. He pushed against a bar that the picture had covered and the sound of shifting stone could be heard. Straightening the picture, he moved the floor covering to reveal a set of steps. Lighting a candle, he starting down the steps, motioning for Gabrielle and Iris to follow him.
The air was damp and cold. Gabrielle looked around, her view limited to the light cast by the flickering candle Archeron carried. Mold adorned the walls, which were otherwise damp and slimy. There were strange scurrying sounds and Gabrielle did not even want to think about what it might be. Looking at Iris, she tried to gauge her reaction to this horrid place.
Although Iris was close to the Conqueror in age, she had been a servant too long to question what she was told to do. But this was over the top even for her. It was obvious the Conqueror looked out for Gabrielle. Why would she ever have Archeron bring them to a place like this?
Just when Gabrielle made the decision to stop and not go any further, Archeron came to a door and said, "Come on in here."
Poking her head inside the door, Gabrielle saw that the room was actually furnished. There was a sleeping pallet on one side, a padded bench and a shelf with a candle. Archeron walked over and lit the candle from the wick of the one he was carrying.
Smiling at the two women, he said, "It'll only be for a short time. The Conqueror just wants to make sure you're safe." Departing, he made his way back to the entranceway, breaking into a run once he was far enough away not to be heard.
Gabrielle looked at Iris. "I don't like this place. I can't believe Xena would want us to wait here. I know those were rats I heard."
"I think it's strange too. I saw Phineas right before the battle began and he said I was to meet you in the meeting chamber and when you were finished treating Cadmon, we were to hide."
"I'm not staying here," Gabrielle said. "Come on. Let's go."
"The Conqueror wouldn't like it if we disobeyed her orders. We better stay here."
Gabrielle looked at Iris. "I have a bad feeling about this Iris. If Xena gets mad, I'll take responsibility."
Iris didn't need much convincing. She didn't like this place any better than Gabrielle did. "Ok. But I hope we're not making a mistake."
Gabrielle just smiled and walked with her friend back out into the corridor holding the candle Archeron had left behind. Retracing their footsteps they climbed up the stairs. Gabrielle stood on the first step and pushed on the stone door. Nothing happened. Iris moved up next to Gabrielle to lend her strength to the bard's. Both pushed upward. The door would not move.
"We're locked in. He could have just put the floor covering back in place. Why did he lock it?" Gabrielle voiced her thoughts aloud.
"I have no idea. But we need to figure a way to get out of here."
Nodding her head in agreement, Gabrielle turned to follow Iris back down the steps.
Darphus raised a hand signaling the warriors to stop. The sound of swords clashing reached his ears. A cold rage overcame him. Someone had blown the plan. If Xena lived he was a dead man. Thinking over his options, Darphus finally settled on the only one that gave him an advantage.
He would sneak in and kill the bitch. Victory would be his. Smiling, he told the warriors to stay and guard the weapons. He would return for them later. Knowing the fighting would mask the sounds of his horse, he rode close to the compound before dismounting and continuing on foot. Reaching the wall, he looked over it to check the status of the fighting.
The battle raged throughout the compound. Knowing he didn't have to worry about being seen, he leaped over the wall and stealthily made his way around the perimeter. Darphus did not want to join the fighting. His whole focus was on finding Xena. Finally spotting her, he silently moved closer.
Xena was surrounded again. Fighting fiercely, she began to tire. It seemed like every warrior loyal to Darphus wanted to be the one to kill her. Well, she didn't plan on letting that happened. She had made a promise and intended to keep it. The thought of Gabrielle caused a rush of adrenaline to surge through her and more warriors began falling under her sword to the sound of her laughter echoing across the battlefield.
Darphus steadily moved closer, pushing and shoving fighting warriors out of his way. He was almost within reach of Xena's back now. His hand tightened on the hilt of the dagger and he lunged forward.
Gabrielle helped Iris up. She had slipped on the damp floor. "This is ridiculous. We could walk these corridors forever and never find the way out. There has to be another way."
"Well if you have a better idea "
Something was bothering Gabrielle. Since this was a hidden area of the palace there did have to be another way out. But it would be hidden just like where they entered. They entered through a room. Would the exit be through a room as well?
"Let's go back to the room Iris. I have an idea."
"Would you mind sharing it," Iris asked. She was wet, uncomfortable and angry that Archeron had outsmarted her.
"I think we should check that room for ways out. Just think, if an enemy found their way into the corridor, you would need to be able to escape some other way."
"It wouldn't hurt to check. But I don't think we'd be that lucky. Anyway, what good would finding an exit be if it were blocked like the other one."
Gabrielle smiled reassuringly at her friend. "We'll never know if we don't try."
"Yeah, you're right. Let's go."
The two women entered the room and began looking around. What would be a likely place to hide an exit? They looked under the pallet, moved the bench and looked behind the shelf. Finding nothing, they began carefully looking at the walls, searching for any abnormality that might lead to an exit.
Frustrated Gabrielle sat down on the pallet. Iris soon joined her. "Now what?"
"I don't know. It's got to be in here. It's the only thing that makes sense."
Gabrielle lay back on the pallet looking at the ceiling aimlessly wondering how they were going to get out of this. Suddenly she jerked her head back to the ceiling. There in a corner was a slight difference in the color of the stone.
Jumping up, she said, "Come on Iris. Help me move the bench over there," pointing to the corner of the room. I think I've found it."
Iris didn't need a second invitation. Hurrying to help Gabrielle they shoved the heavy bench to the corner and climbed up on it. Pushing against the stone, it began to slide to the side.
Gabrielle and Iris exited the palace through a rear entrance. The Royal Guard had long since left their posts to join the battle. The sounds of the swords clashing, men screaming, and the strong odor of blood assaulted Gabrielle's senses filling her with fear. Where was Xena? This was madness. What was wrong with these people? These warriors had fought side by side yet now they were attacking each other.
Gabrielle began to move toward the battle. She had to know if Xena was all right. Iris grabbed her arm and said, "Stay here. You'll only be in the way."
Gabrielle turned to face Iris and said, "You can do what you want. But I am going to find Xena and help her." Looking for a weapon Gabrielle found a walking stick lying in the flowerbed. Picking it up, she began searching for Xena.
Iris had done all she could to keep Gabrielle away from the battle. She had to be crazy to walk onto the battlefield. Silently wishing the young woman well, she walked back into the palace to wait hoping that Phineas would return safely.
Xena thrust her sword into the warrior in front of her and at the same time felt a piercing pain in her back. Stumbling for a second, she turned to face her assailant. Burying the pain in the deep dark recesses of her mind when she saw Darphus, she smiled. "Glad you could make it," she said her sword raised defensively in front of her.
Darphus knew he had wounded Xena, but didn't know how seriously. She had moved forward when he struck. Smiling, he answered, "Wouldn't miss it for anything Xena. How's your back?" He quickly struck at her with his sword. She easily deflected it and the dual began in earnest.
Gabrielle saw Darphus attack Xena from the rear and began running toward the older woman. What a coward. How could anyone fight so unfairly? Fighting warriors impeded her way. She quickly found out that the walking stick was useful in clearing the way and began to wield it freely. She just had to get to Xena. She was hurt.
Arriving at the site of the dual, her heart hammering painfully, Gabrielle saw Darphus bring down the sword hard against Xena's using his superior weight to his advantage. Knowing she had to do something, she swung the stick and hit Darphus across the back.
Darphus caught sight of the bard in his peripheral vision and cursed. Meddlesome bitch. Did she really think she would get away with that? With his free hand he grabbed her weapon pulling it brutally from her hands.
After pulling the staff from Gabrielle's hands, Darphus tightened his grip on it and using the arm holding it began swinging to back toward the bard.
When Xena saw Gabrielle, her heart almost stopped beating. Why was she out here? Gods please don't let anything happen to her. Using all her remaining strength Xena leaped into the air somersaulting to the other side of Darphus landing between him and Gabrielle meeting the staff with her sword deflecting it away from the young woman.
Pushing Gabrielle back, Xena renewed her attack. Furious at Darphus for attacking the bard, she was relentless in her pursuit. Seeing an opening, Xena struck quickly, rendering Darphus' sword arm useless before running him through with her sword. Darphus' last thought before he died was I underestimated her again.
Word of the dual spread quickly through the compound and most of the warriors quit fighting to watch it. Every one of them knew the outcome would determine their future. When Darphus died, the traitors were surrounded by Xena's army, and they began laying down their weapons rather than die.
Smiling at the healer, the Conqueror said, "Let me finish here first and then you can take care of it." Xena walked over to Phineas.
The traitors were standing in lines of ten, three ranks deep. Many more lay among the dead and wounded in the courtyard. "Phineas, get a squad together and stop those fools that are still fighting." Turning to face the mutinous warriors, Xena said, "You have all made a grave mistake today. You chose to follow a traitor. The one thing I value most in a warrior is loyalty." Quickly glancing over at Gabrielle, she continued, "Each of you will have a fair trial. Until then you will be confined to the barracks under armed guard. I would strongly recommend that you cause my guards no problems."
Gabrielle stood to the side watching Xena speak to the rebels. Her face was still flushed from the exertion of the battle. Standing there, tall and proud, it was obvious she was a natural leader. Gabrielle was glad the aura of danger exuding from the Conqueror was not directed at her. Xena's gaze had cowed even the most rebellious warriors standing in front of her. You would never know she was wounded. She shows no weakness.
The army began bringing in the stragglers and walking wounded to join the ranks of traitors. Xena noted there were just under fifty. I was very lucky to find out in time to act. If it hadn't been for Gabrielle and then Cadmon, things might have turned out very differently.
Xena watched Phineas walk up. "All the traitors have been rounded up, Conqueror." "Good. Lock them up in the barracks under armed guard. Where's Eustis?"
"Here, Conqueror," said Eustis stepping forward. "Effective immediately you are promoted to second in command under Cadmon. While Cadmon is healing, you are in charge."
His eyes lighting up with enthusiasm and pride, Eustis said, "You can count on me, Conqueror."
"I hope so," Xena said, knowing instantly she had made a wise choice. "See that the dead are buried and the wounded attended to." Xena walked over to Gabrielle and stood next to her watching the army move the traitors to the barracks.
"Do you think I could take care of your wound now?" Gabrielle asked, looking up at the tall woman.
to overtake Xena. The constant tension of wondering what Darphus was up to, and then
waiting for him to make a move had taken it's toll. Added to that were the emotionally
draining battles her heart had fought with her mind over her feelings for Gabrielle. The
physically exhausting fighting and the fear Gabrielle would be harmed all piled up to
further weigh down the tired warrior.
Deciding it would be kind of nice to let someone else take over for a change, Xena said, "Ok." Quirking a half smile, she added, "whatever you want," fully extending her trust to Gabrielle and forging an unbreakable bond.
Gabrielle's heart melted at the words. Seeing a flicker of pain cross Xena's face, she said, "Lean on me." The tall woman gratefully accepted and they made their way to the palace entrance.
Xena lay on the bed while Gabrielle cleaned and stitched the wound. When she was finished the warrior sat up.
Gabrielle said, "You should lay down for a while. The wound is not too bad but you need to rest."
"Ok, but would you to do something for me?" the warrior asked tentatively, gazing into the soft green eyes.
Smiling at Xena, Gabrielle said, "Sure. What?"
"Lay down with me."
Gabrielle bent down and lightly kissed the dark woman on the forehead. Tired, the words escaped her mouth before her mind had time to process them. "I thought you'd never ask."
Feeling the red creep up her cheeks to her ears, she looked away until she felt her hand encased by a larger one. "Um I didn't mean for that to come out quite that way."
Xena smiled, "I thought it came out just fine." Raising a hand to the bard's pink face, she continued, "You're really cute when you blush." Lying back on the bed, Xena looked at Gabrielle and raised her eyebrow questioningly.
Gabrielle lay down on the bed, suddenly unsure of herself. She had no doubt about her feelings for Xena, it was just, well, she'd never shared a bed with anyone before.
Sensing her uneasiness, Xena rolled onto her side and gently pulled the bard toward her until her back was tucked snugly against her. Feeling Gabrielle relax against her, she thought, Gods, this feels so right. Knowing her life could never again be complete without Gabrielle, she fell asleep with a smile on her face, and the thought in her mind, I love her.
Gabrielle's uneasiness faded when she felt Xena pull her close and she relaxed against the comforting softness of the body pressed against hers. Putting her arm over the one encircling her waist she felt complete. She had finally found what had been missing in her life. It was such a simple little word, but it included so much and it had no real meaning until you experienced it. She succumbed to sleep not only loving, but feeling very loved.
Anxiously waiting for Phineas, Iris saw Gabrielle and Xena enter the palace. Smiling, she thought, looks like Phineas was right. I should've guessed. But who would have thought the Conqueror would ever care about a peasant. Shaking her head, her thoughts returned to Phineas. Her good sense overcome by worry, she walked out of the palace to find him.
Phineas saw the Conqueror depart with Gabrielle and left instructions with Eustis and the Lieutenants that the Conqueror was not to be disturbed unless it was an emergency.
Making his way to the palace, he saw Iris walking toward him. Covering the distance quickly, he hugged the cook. Iris told Phineas about Archeron's actions. It didn't make sense to either one of them. If the Conqueror had ordered Archeron to hide them, why hadn't she told him? And why had he locked them in without letting them know?
Phineas arranged for the healers to move Cadmon to the infirmary and then went in search of Archeron. He found him sitting outside the Conqueror's sleeping chamber. "Iris tells me the Conqueror ordered you to hide her and Gabrielle. When did she order this? I was not informed."
Archeron looked at the ground. He knew when the Conqueror woke that he would be imprisoned and tried for treason. He had hoped to appeal to her for mercy. Maybe if she understood he had only acted under duress and done nothing to harm anyone. He had even fought on the Conqueror's side during the battle. He had intended to let Gabrielle and Iris out. But when he saw Gabrielle join the foray, he knew it was too late.
Phineas asked, "Well?"
Once Phineas heard the story, he put Archeron under guard, but kept him separate from the warriors who had fought against the realm. He liked Archeron and hoped the Conqueror would be merciful.
Gabrielle awoke enveloped in a sense of well being. Hearing the soft regular breathing of the older woman, Gabrielle very carefully extricated herself from Xena's arms not wanting to wake her. Standing up, she looked at the sleeping warrior.
She was so beautiful. Her dark hair highlighted her golden complexion. The sharp planes of her face softened by the full sensuous lips turned upward into a small smile. The worry and tension Gabrielle had seen so often reflected on her face were gone and she seemed at peace. Gabrielle leaned over, lightly kissing Xena on the forehead, and whispering, "I'll be back."
Gabrielle went down to the kitchen. Seeing Iris, she asked, "Is Phineas ok?"
Iris smiled at her friend, "He's fine. How is the Conqueror?"
A smile covered Gabrielle's face, and she answered, "She'll be fine. She was wounded, but it's nothing serious."
"You really care about her, don't you?"
Gabrielle's face turned serious. Looking at her friend, she said, "More than I ever thought it was possible to care for someone."
Iris responded, "I know just how you feel."
Xena awoke feeling completely refreshed. Suddenly she realized Gabrielle was gone. Fighting down the feeling of panic, she quickly got up. Where was she? Had she done something wrong? Did she change her mind and decide not to stay. Oh gods, please let everything be ok. I need her so much. Unwilling to face her thoughts, Xena quickly made her way to the door. Opening it she collided with Gabrielle.
Wrapping her arms around the smaller woman, Xena said, "Thank the gods...you're still here " she trailed off unable to voice her fears.
It took Gabrielle only an instant to realize that Xena thought she had left her. Gently pushing Xena back into the room, she led her over to the bed and sat down next to her. Holding Xena's hand between her own, she said, "All my life I've looked for that special someone. The person who was going to make my life complete and show me the meaning of love. I finally found her." Gabrielle raised her hand to Xena's cheek and gently caressed it. "I won't leave you. I love you."
Xena felt like a tremendous weight had been lifted from her shoulders. The panic subsided and she was flooded with a sense of relief and happiness. Hugging the bard close to her, she said, "I love you so much." Gabrielle looked up and met the deep blue eyes gazing at her. Placing her hands on the back of the warrior's neck she gently pulled down, until her lips met those of the older woman.
It was just a fleeting kiss, but Gabrielle felt every sensation in slow motion. Her lips were so soft and the kiss so gentle. She looked up into blue eyes darkened by passion. "Kiss me again, Xena."
The kiss had awakened feelings long dormant and Xena fought the sense of urgency. She did not want to rush the young woman. She wanted their first experience to be slow and memorable. Xena lowered her mouth to meet the soft sweet lips rising toward hers. The kiss soon deepened and the world beyond ceased to exist.
The next few weeks passed quickly. Cadmon's wound was healing well and he had assumed Darphus' duties as the Conqueror's second in command. One of the traitors requested an audience with Xena, telling her of Darphus' arms cache hoping for mercy at his sentencing. Xena sent her army out and the five traitors were apprehended along with the weapons. All the mutinous warriors were tried, sentenced to prison camps and their leaders were executed.
Gabrielle convinced Xena to spare Archeron's life due to the extenuating circumstances of his betrayal. Xena found it hard to refuse any of Gabrielle's requests and reduced him in rank to a roving guard.
Xena's arm was loosely draped around the fair haired woman snuggled contentedly against her. The fireplace cast shifting shadows spilling across the two women sitting in front of it.
Gabrielle marveled at how much her life had changed in such a short time. She had never figured out why Xena had chose to let her live. They'd talked about it, and Xena had just said that something about her had struck a deep chord within her from the time she first saw her. Gabrielle knew just exactly what she was talking about. She had felt it also. The young woman thought about the trust Xena had extended to her. She was always willing to listen to her opinion now. She didn't always agree and Gabrielle didn't expect her to. But she was changing. Most of the changes were subtle. Xena had ruled ruthlessly for too long to change overnight. Thinking about all they had been through in the last moon, Gabrielle knew one thing for certain. I love her and I know she loves me. There will be some tough times, but our love will keep us together. Happy with that thought, her mind turned to the upcoming visit to Poteidaia.
"It's going to be fun seeing my family. I can hardly wait to see the baby. I never thought Lila would name her after me. I can't believe I'm an aunt."
Gabrielle talked all evening about her family. They planned to visit Poteidaia in a moon and she wanted to make sure Xena knew all about them so she wouldn't feel uncomfortable when they got there.
Xena asked a few questions, but mostly just listened. She loved to hear the bard talk. Her descriptions were so detailed Xena felt like she knew Gabrielle's parents and sister, and some of the other villagers as well.
"Just don't be disappointed if your family doesn't like me. My reputation is not the best in your village."
"Well then we'll have to change that, won't we?" Looking up at Xena, Gabrielle continued, "Besides how could they not like you when they see how happy you've made me?"
Xena wrapped her arms around Gabrielle hugging her. Words weren't necessary. This woman had made such a difference in her life. Her thoughts quickly turned to the events of the past few weeks. Some of the decisions she'd made still amazed her. Sparing Archeron's life for example. In the past he would have been executed without a second thought. But now it seemed she thought about her decisions before making them. Gabrielle was the reason for that. But what was really strange was that it made her feel good. Not just because of Gabrielle's approval, although that was very important. But deep down, she actually felt like she was now doing the right thing. She was actually beginning to think of herself as a fair and just leader. All because of the beautiful young woman nestled in her arms.
"What are you thinking about?" Gabrielle asked looking up at the dark woman.
"I was just thinking about how many things have changed since I met you," Xena said.
"In a good way I hope," Gabrielle said her attention fully focused on Xena.
Xena smiled down at the woman she loved. "It could only be good with you in my life."
Gabrielle turned to face Xena and lifted her hand and gently stroked her face. "You're pretty special yourself."
Xena lowered her mouth and met Gabrielle lips with a gentle kiss. "As long as you think so."
"I think so," Gabrielle answered before once again meeting Xena's lips with her own.
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