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Violence It's a Xena story. There are forest dwellers, bad guys, pregnant bards, sly Amazons, several troublemakers, and one very persistent mincemeat pie. Of course there is violence. Not too much though. Maybe one head, maybe two.. it depends on how it goes.
Subtext - I'm not disclaiming subtext anymore. If you've gotten this far in the series, you know what it's about. I don't personally think there's anything in their relationship that needs disclaiming. It's not like they're vegetarians, or something.
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Circle of Life - Part 7
By Melissa Good
The first restless stirring brought Xena out of the half asleep, half awake, extremely pleasant dreamy state she'd been drifting in for about a candlemark. All sorts of things had been going through her mind, and she'd been enjoying the slightly giddy feeling very much. Gently, she slid out from under Gabrielle's deeply asleep hold, and rolled onto her side, peering down into the crib.
To see round, wide eyes peering back at her. "Hey there." The warrior rumbled softly, and seeing the beginnings of a pout. She reached down and checked, then grinned. "You ready for a change, huh?"
A tiny tongue poked out at her.
"Okay let's go." She slipped out of bed and collected Dori, padding into the washing area and quickly cleaning and changing the baby's linen wrappings. "You hungry again?" She tickled the baby's tummy, and Dori kicked her legs out, scowling at her. "Ooo.. that's the same face your mommy makes when I do that." She leaned on her elbows, studying her daughter in the low light from the candles they'd left burning. "And you're gonna be feisty and stubborn just like her, huh?"
Dori pouted, her eyes watching Xena's face intently, and she gurgled in apparent fascination. The warrior gently touched the tip of one finger to the tiny snub nose, and Dori scowled, making an uncoordinated clutch at he warrior's hand. "You're a real cute one, you are." Xena smiled.
The infant returned the smile, her eyes going round in delight, then she wriggled impatiently, her tiny brows contracting.
"One track mind, huh?" Xena laughed softly, then scooped the restless infant up and carried her back to the bed.
Gabrielle was half awake, hitched up on one elbow and peering into the dim candelight. "Hey.. where'd you two disappear to?"
"Fulfilling my end of the bargain." Xena slid back into bed, and cuddled closer to the bard. "Now it's your turn."
"Hello, sweetie." Gabrielle greeted her daughter, who was grasping for her with tiny hands. "Oh yeah.. you know where breakfast is, doncha.. what a smart girl.. yeeooww." The bard almost sneezed from the unexpected jolt of sensation as the baby took hold of her nipple, and started drinking enthusiastically. "Hades listen, Xena.. I don't suppose your many skills would include um.. "
The warrior laughed gently. "Sorry " She tucked the softly quilted covers up around them both and settled down, circling the bard's shoulders with one arm. "You certainly meet with her approval, though."
"Yah not like she has a choice." Gabrielle half laughed, half winced. "Take it easy there, Dori I'm not going anywhere." She glanced up at the twinkling blue eyes above her. "And if you make one comment about her getting my appetite, I'm going to tickle you until you fall off the bed."
Xena bit her lip. "I wasn't going to say a word." She shook her head. "Honestly."
"Mm you were thinking about it." The bard replied, in a half growl, half murmur. "Did you get much sleep?"
Xena rested her head against the bard's and sighed happily. "Nope you?"
Gabrielle eyed her. "Slept like a um.. ." She glanced down. "Like a baby are you feeling okay?"
"I feel great." The warrior murmured in reply. "I felt too good just to go to sleep .I wanted to stay up and enjoy the feeling." She reached over and traced a tiny, perfect ear. "They look just like yours."
"Do they?" Gabrielle watched her partner's face, fascinated by the sparkling joy in her eyes.
"Uh huh see this little bump here? And the lobes are exactly the same shape as yours." Xena replied, tugging on the bard's ear. "And the way she smiles.. look.. there see the way her eyes crinkle up? Reminds me of you."
"Yeah." Gabrielle heard the faint sound of surprise in her own voice. "But those are your cheekbones.. no doubt about it." She smoothed her thumb over one. "I'm glad.. when I was a kid, I was pretty chubby and I got called Gabby the Squirrel a lot." The bard smiled ruefully. "I'm willing to bet you didn't have that problem." She reached up and stroked the angular planes of Xena's face.
"Ah no." Xena agreed. "I got called a lot of things, most of them unrepeatable, but Squirrel wasn't one of them." The baby stopped sucking and looked up at her, blinked, then started in again, with a little gurgle of contentment.
Gabrielle gave her soulmate a dire look, and held up a warning finger, feeling the silent laughter that shook Xena's frame. "I wonder how Gran is doing?" She murmured, after a moment.
Xena cocked her head. "Want me to go find out?" She inquired. "It's been four more candlemarks.. if she hasn't delivered by now.." As if on cue, a low, muted howl rose, making Ares lift his head, his ruff standing on end. "Uh oh."
"I'm surprised they didn't come for you." Gabrielle murmured, glancing down as Dori burped, then hiccupped. "Oh.. had enough, huh?" She smiled as the baby blew a milky bubble at her. "Gods, she's so cute."
Xena gently kissed her partner's head. "Just like her mother." She eased off the bed and stretched. "I'll go check things out it's almost dawn anyway.. and I'll bring some breakfast back, how's that?" She paused. "You feeling okay? A little stiff, I bet."
Gabrielle shifted, tensing her thigh muscles, and rotating her shoulders a little. "Not too bad, actually I'm really sore where the baby came out, but otherwise I feel pretty good a lot better than I expected to, really.. given some of the stories I heard."
The warrior slipped into a heavy wool shirt, and leggings, as she nodded approvingly. "That's because we took good care of you and did things the right way." Her eyebrows twitched. "As annoying as I know I was, I think it paid off." She indicated the contented infant. "Believe me, I wish I'd known better when I went through it damn, was I ever young and stupid."
"Well " The bard gave her a grateful look. "I'm glad I benefited from all your experience I remember Aileen's confinement, and that wasn't a whole lot of fun, if I recall." She gave Dori a finger to hold, and the baby grasped it fuzzily. "Thank the gods you were here for me I don't know what I would have done without you." She glanced up as she said it, as a vision of a waterfall's rocky edge flashed into her memory. "Thank you for making sure that didn't happen.. I know it's been tough for you."
Xena fastened her cloak, and paused, leaning against the door. "It hasn't been tough at all, Gabrielle." She admitted quietly. "Every day I don't touch that sword.. every day I dont draw blood I feel that darkness sliding further from me." Her eyes rested on the baby. "I can't ever erase what I've done but maybe I can find a way to be at peace with who I am." She ran her fingers through her hair, then put her hand on the doorlatch. "I'll give Gran your regards."
"Thanks." Gabrielle replied quietly, as she watched the door close behind her soulmate. "Oh.. Dori " She breathed, gazing down at her infant daughter. "If there's anything I could ever hope for you.. it would be that the only way you know what she was, is by hearing old stories about it when you're all grown up."
"Bck." Dori smacked her lips and blew another bubble.
"Oh really?" Gabrielle laughed, delighted when that brought a happy smile to the baby's face. She studied the infant intently, picking up her arms and legs, and rocking her a little. Dori smiled again. "Hm.. you know, I think Xena's right that does kinda remind me of myself." She informed her daughter. She'd wanted the baby to look like her partner, but the thought of Dori being a mixture of the two of them was suddenly very, very appealing to her.
A soft knock on the door made her look up in surprise. "Come in." She watched as the wood eased inward, and a big, furry head poked itself in. "Jess! Get over here ."
The forest dweller grinned his toothy grin, and ambled over, closing the door carefully behind him. He crouched down at the bedside, and peered at Dori. "Hi there bittyboo."
The baby's eyes widened, and she waved a tiny fist and gurgled.
Jessan obligingly lifted a hand and offered a clawed finger, which the baby grasped reflexively. "Oo check that grip out." He glanced up at Gabrielle. "She's a cutie.. even without fur."
The bard laughed gently. "Glad you think so " She watched the baby yawn, and close her eyes, curling up against Gabrielle's chest with a tiny burp of contentment. "I still can't believe it."
"She's beautiful." Jess gazed at the child. "How did Xena react?" His liquid, golden eyes lifted to Gabrielle's in smiling question. "Bet she went nuts, huh?"
"Oh gods." The bard bit her lip. "I think she's totally enchanted her face lights up every time she looks at the baby."
A little silence fell, then Gabrielle looked up. "I guess that's natural it's her daughter, after all " She watched the forest dweller's face for any hint of surprise and didn't see any. "You knew that, right?"
Jessan glanced up from where he was examining the tiny toes. "Of course." He answered, with a grin. "We always knew I mean, it's so obvious to us." He moved his jaw reflectively. "We just knew it would freak you humans out, so we kind of shut up about it but you knew, didn't you?"
Gabrielle nodded. "I well, I mean, at the beginning, I didn't really think a whole lot about it, because after all, I was trying to get pregnant, you know?" She made a wry face. "So ending up that way wasn't a total surprise but then after I started thinking about it, the timing just wasn't right." She paused. "And I knew there really was only one other possibility but it was really scary to think about, considering what happened the last time."
Jessan nodded soberly. "I know.. that's the other reason we didn't say anything." He put a hand on Gabrielle's arm and gazed at her. "But we always, and always, ever sensed nothing but good around this child, Gabrielle.. I want you to know that, sincerely, from my heart."
The bard felt a lump in her throat. "Would you have said something otherwise?" She asked, honestly.
The forest dweller looked down at the bedcoverings. "Yes, I would have." He lifted his head and gazed at her. "As much as it would have hurt me to do that to both of you."
They just gazed quietly at each other for a few moments, while Dori dozed peacefully in Gabrielle's arms. "I'm glad you didn't have to." The bard finally said, very softly.
"Me too." Jessan replied. "You know.. there is a legend in our traditions, that tells of a lifebond who was trapped under a cart, and badly hurt, so that he couldn't move any longer. That's very bad for one of my kind.. and he wanted the release of death, but his partner was devastated. She begged him to live for her, and told him she would take care of him, for all his days.
He paused, and Gabrielle reflected soberly. "I don't know what I'd do in that case " She murmured. "I love her more than life, and it would kill me to lose her, but I know if she had to live like that, she'd be dying inside anyway." She took a shaky breath. "I'm not sure what would hurt worse."
"It's the hardest thing." Jessan agreed quietly. "And she knew that.. but they loved each other so much it was too hard for them to let go." He paused. "Finally, his body failed him, but as he died, he gave her a gift of the spirit, and she found herself pregnant." He glanced at Gabrielle. "I had thought it was only a legend but then I remembered, that all legends have at their heart, a kernel of truth." He propped his jaw up on one fist. "My mother's going to be fascinated."
"Not pissed off?" The bard asked wryly, still thinking about the story.
Jessan sighed. "She's given that up." He replied. "Well, I should let you two get some rest I know Xena went over to join the birthing crowd.. man, that woman's having the toughest time.. you humans shouldnt have multiples if you're not built for it."
Gabrielle gave him a worried look. "Jessan, it's not like she asked for it, you know?" She glanced at the door. "I hope she's okay." A hurried knock startled the both. "Come in."
The door burst open, revealing Posi, one of the Amazons currently living in Amphipolis. "I need Xena's armor kni " The woman stopped, and stared at Gabrielle." Great Artemis.. that's a baby!"
"The armor knife?" Gabrielle answered sharply. "It's on the table, but.. what's going on?"
The woman went and picked the item up, then paused to gaze at Dori. "What a beautiful little Amazon princess " She murmured. "Granella's not delivering Xena's going to cut her open and take the babies out."
Jessan's eyes bugged out. "What????"
"Oh." Gabrielle nodded. "Like she did with Ephiny wow you better get back there."
The woman nodded, taking one last look at the infant, and smiling, then she dashed out.
The bard drummed her fingers on the quilt, and gave Jessan a look.
"Get the Hades out of here, or I'm gonna kill all of you!"
Xena heard the bellow while she was still well clear of the cabin. "Ho boy." She quickened her pace, and trotted up the two short steps to her brother's home, hearing a low murmur of voices and a lot of activity behind the door. One hand reached out and pulled the latch, and she cautiously poked her head in.
"I'm not gonna push one more gods be damned centaur's asses second, and not one of you damned pieces of sheep dung is gonna make me!" Granella was yelling, a look of frustrated exhaustion on her sweat covered face. She swung a fist and bapped Toris on the shoulder. "And it's your fault, you god damned "
"Hi." Xena cleared her throat.
Heads turned and looks of relief spread across the cabin. Xena took that as an invitation to enter, and she did, stepping past the six Amazons, two healers, a forest dweller and the members of her immediate family to get to the bed, kneeling at the side and resting a hand on her knee. "Having a rough time?"
Granella's eyes popped out. "Rough time? I'll give you a rough time, lady and as for blame this is *your * fault too!!" She swung a wild fist at Xena, who caught it, and held it.
"Granella." The pale blue eyes turned quietly serious. "Watch who you're swinging on."
The woman panted. "After what I've been through tonight.. you think YOU scare me?"
The warrior leaned over, and pinned her with a direct gaze. "You can shut up, and let me help you, or I'll leave. Your choice."
Pale gray eyes searched her face for a long moment, then dropped. "Sorry." The Amazon sighed. "The pain's getting to me."
Xena released her hand, then ruffled her damp hair. "Yeah, I know hang on, and let me see where we're at." She gently probed the very pregnant woman's belly. "One's breech." She turned and looked at Renas and Elaini, who nodded confirmation.
"They're both still hanging in there." Elaini stated without prompting.
"I've tried everything " Renas sighed. "I tried manipulation internal and external, all the herbs I had I don't know where to go next, Xena I'd just asked your mother to go get you." He sighed. "I'd have sent earlier, but I knew you'd just gotten home."
"Mm." The warrior straightened, and stood, unhooking her cloak and tossing it in a corner. "We're going to have to take them out." She glanced at Granella. "I'll need boiled water, all the cleansing herbs you've got, gut, a needle, and if someone can go get my armor knife.. it's the sharpest I know of." She gave one of the Amazons a nod, and they ran off towards her cabin. Guess I should have told her they have a new Amazon Princess, eh.. oh well.
"Ttttake them?" Toris stuttered, blinking at his sister.
"What exactly.. do you mean by that, Xena?" Granella asked faintly.
"Means you're gonna have a scar that matches the one Eph has." The warrior told her. "Relax."
"Oh gods." Granella's eyes fluttered, then closed, and she slumped against the bed sheets, out cold.
"You're going to cut her open?" Renas asked, his eyes bugging out. "Great Hera that's insane!"
"No.." Solari edged her way forward, and gave Xena a tight smile. "Xena did it to our regent it saved her life, and the baby's." She glanced at the bed. "That's what we're talking about here, right?"
Xena nodded grimly. "They have to come out.. and with one breech, and her so small anyway, it's the only way I know of." She glanced at her mother, who was setting a bucket of water on the fire. "It can be done.. we've just got to be really careful to sew her up good."
"Gods." The healer scrubbed his face, then turned to Solari. "I remember that scar Ephiny has.. was hers a breech also?"
"No. It was a centaur." Solari answered absently, her attention on Granella. She turned on hearing a thud, and spotted Renas passed out on the floor. "Damn."
Elaini dragged him out of the way, and joined Xena at the bedside. "How does it feel?" The forest dweller murmured in her ear.
"How does what feel?" Xena replied, perplexed.
"Parenthood." Elaini's eyes twinkled. "You're practically glowing."
The warrior grinned briefly at her, then turned as the door swung open and the Amazon returned, her eyes alight. "Guess the secret's out, huh?" She remarked, taking the knife from the woman.
"She's so cute!" The Amazon enthused. "What an adorable little nose and those pink ears!"
Solari stared at her, then grabbed her arm. "Whadda ya think you're doing, talking about the Queen like that " She hissed furiously. "You drunk?"
Xena muffled a laugh, as she held the knife in the candle flame. "Soli, I think she's talking about our daughter. " The warrior stated casually. "Or at least, I hope so." This with a mock stern look over one shoulder. "Not that I disagree with either of those statements if you're not."
"Your what?" A chorus of voices answered her.
"It seems that Gabrielle decided this was as good a night as any." Cyrene explained calmly, as she and Renas took the hot water off the fire, and offered it to the busy Xena. "She gave birth about five candlemarks ago."
Everyone stared at Xena who ignored them. "All right.. " She knelt beside the unconscious Granella. "I need someone to thread the gut on the needle for me, and someone else to get some blankets ready. " She washed the huge belly, and lined up her knife carefully, aware of Renas and Elani flanking her, the forest dweller kneeling down and spreading her arms with clean, soft cloths. "Weren't you saying something about not having to birth human babies the first time I saw you?" Xena asked, as she prepared to make her cut.
Elaini laughed softly. "Yeah.. that was right before you knocked me on my fuzzy butt."
The knife slipped through the skin, separating it quickly. Xena was peripherally aware of a heavy body hitting the floor, and she guessed someone had passed out. Then two more thuds followed. "At least it's gonna be quieter." She muttered, as she cut through the next layer, then put her knife down as a squirming form moved under her hand. "Okay.. " She gently lifted the first baby out and handed it to Elaini, then reached in for the second, having to twist it around to pull it clear. "That was the problem." She murmured, as she gave the second baby over to Renas, then made sure she had the birth sac as well. "Gimme the gut."
It took a long time, and she had to put a pressure point on Granella when she started coming around partway through the process. The babies were cleaned, and swaddled, as everyone kept a silent vigil, some voluntary, others involuntary due to unconsciousness. "I think that's got it." Xena finally said, examining her work.
"Xena, that was amazing." Renas murmured. "I've never seen anything like that before."
The warrior regarded him. "Yeah.. well.. be glad. I learned these techniques on the battlefield." Her voice was grim with memory.
"Really." The healer sat back, cradling the second tiny infant, who was gasping a little. "I didn't know women giving birth were a common battlefield problem."
Xena just looked at him, as she dusted Granella's incision with herbal powered, and put a light bandage over it. Then she lifted what was left of the water, now cooled, and tossed it onto her brother's face. "Hey!!!"
Toris spluttered to life, rolling over onto one elbow and coughing. "What in Hades Seven Levels, sis what was that for?"
"Thought you might want to meet your sons." Xena commented, lifting a fist. "If not, I can put you back out.
Toris sat up, and blinked. "My what? His eyes went from Elaini to Renas, who were holding up two tiny wrapped bundles. "Oh.." He promptly passed out again.
Xena shook her head. "Must be a family trait I never knew about." She muttered softly, checking her work, then releasing the pressure points. "Okay done."
Granella stirred, then moaned, reaching for her stomach. Xena caught her hands. "Gran ." She was aware of Solari moving closer, and she gave her a quick look. "She's gonna be okay."
Solari rubbed her head. "Yeah can you look at my skull next? I think I cracked it on that chair." She put a hand on Xena's arm. "Did I hear right? Gabrielle had her baby?" She gave Xena a poke in the shoulder. "You centaur's puss how come you didn't tell us?"
Xena gave her a look. "It was Gabrielle's decision." She answered. "You know she hates fusses besides, you all were busy." She patted Granella's cheek. "Gran.. c'mon "
Slowly the gray eyes fluttered open. "Oh gods " The dark haired Amazon whispered. "Wh " She reached for her stomach again, but Xena stopped her. "What hap wh "
"Hey.. it's okay." The warrior motioned Elaini forward. "Look see what we found?"
Granella's eyes slowly focused on the squirming bundle. "Oh is where.. "
Renas moved without prompting, handing over the second infant. "Here you go son number two." He settled the tiny baby in her arms and sat back, sighing with relief. "They're small, but they're healthy."
"Oh " Granella's exhausted face creased into a weary smile, as the baby made a small noise, and pawed at her face with one hand. "I can't believe it " She looked up at Xena. "Scar like Eph's, huh?" She laughed weakly. "Thanks, Xena.. sorry I gave you such a hard time." Her eyes wandered. "Everyone.. such a hard time." A pause. "Speaking of which.. where's Tor?"
"Here." The dark haired man pushed himself to a sitting position, startled when Elaini deposited his son in his arms. "Oh gosh " The baby kicked, and squalled as he juggled it, then settled down. "Wow." He looked up at his sister. "It's a boy."
Xena peered at the child. "Oh yeah." She agreed, then pointed. "So's that one." Then she smiled. "And they've got a little girl cousin they can play with soon Gabrielle delivered a few candlemarks ago."
"What?" Toris stared at her.
"That little sneak!" Granella tickled her son's chin. "She did it early just to spite me so I wouldn't be able to tease her that I was done, and she was still suffering." Her eyes flicked to Xena's face. "She doing okay?"
Xena put away the drugs and supplies, then settled back on her heels. "She's doing fine and the baby's very healthy."
"Well.. it's been quite a night, then." Renas broke the silence. "I'll go take a look at Gabrielle, though if you were with her, Xena, I know there's no need for me do to it other than as a friend." He stood, and brushed his hands off. "It's a girl?"
The warrior nodded. "Yep sure is." She looked up, and caught her mother gazing at her. Cyrene pursed her lips, then followed Renas outside. Xena watched them go, then turned her eyes back to Granella. "We named her Doriana." She glanced at Toris, then at Granella. "You guys pick names yet?"
Toris was sitting, spellbound, as his son reached a fist up blindly and caught his beard. "What?" He blinked at his sister. "Oh um "
"We have a short list." Granella said softly, running a hand over the wisps of pale hair on her son's head. Her face tensed. "Any chance of something for that little nick you gave me?" She looked up as the pale morning sun entered the window.
"Yeah." Xena mixed a cup for her. "Dont' try to move around, Gran you can have a cup of this twice, maybe three times a day and it'll take a few days until it starts healing up."
The Amazon let her head drop back on the pillow. "Don't worry.. I'm not going anywhere." She said quietly. "Congratulate Gabrielle for me, would you?"
Xena was about to answer, but a familiar presence made itself known at her back, and she let out a long sigh. "Tell her yourself." The warrior shook her head, as the door opened, and a familiar pale head poked itself inside.
"Hey." Gabrielle edged inside. "How are you doing?" She pushed her hood back and walked slowly over to where Xena was kneeling, resting a hand on her shoulder for balance. "I was worried about you Gran Renas said Xena had to " Her eyes drifted to the two little babies. "I guess it worked out." She smiled at the infants, then at her soulmate. "I should have known it would."
"You're supposed to be resting." The warrior glared at her.
Gabrielle delivered an affectionate kiss to the top of her dark head. "Renas and Grandma wanted a few minutes with Dori.. and I needed a little fresh air." She looked around at the watching Amazons. "I bet Granella could use some breakfast." She told them pointedly.
Boots scuffled as they exited. Elaini stood and stretched. "I'm going to let Jess in on the news he was so excited. He loves babies."
Gabrielle chuckled. "He was just by, as a matter of fact I think Dori spotted him as a large, talking toy." Her eyes met Elaini's. "He wanted to congratulate us." She put the faintest hint of stress on the us, and saw the sweet smile crease Elaini's muzzle. "Thank you."
The forest dweller winked at her, then rolled her eyes. "Like I said, he loves babies.. not that we don't have enough of them and you all will do me a favor, okay? If he mentions wanting more of his own, kick him." She winked at Gabrielle on the way out. "And I have to go see your little pup." The forest dweller exited, leaving the four of them alone.
Toris stood, balancing carefully, and walked to Granella's side, seating himself on a small stool and rocking his son gently. "This is amazing."
Granella sighed. "Glad you think so ." She looked up wryly at Gabrielle. "Let me guess you had an easy time of it."
Gabrielle gave her a direct look, and settled her hands on her hips. "Given what happened last time, I think I was due." She told Granella bluntly, getting a mildly startled look from her soulmate. "I don't mean to be rude or anything but I'm getting a little tired of apologizing for that."
The Amazon dropped her gaze. "Yeah, I guess you are sorry." She gave the bard an apologetic look. "Little girl, huh?" She indicated her son, and his twin. "Gave her some playmates."
The atmosphere relaxed, and Gabrielle eased forward, kneeling carefully and taking a tiny fist in her hands. "Oh they're adorable."
"Xena we wanted to talk guys to you before we " Toris hesitated and looked at Granella, then cleared his throat. "We were talking about names and stuff. And we'd like to name one of these little guys after Ly."
The warrior glanced puzzledly at him. "You don't need to ask me about that, Toris.. I think it's a great idea."
"No.. I know, but.. " He looked at Granella. "I mean, since you guys had a girl and all.. "
Granella hitched herself up a little. "What he's dancing around is that if it's okay with you, we'd like to name the other one Solon."
Gabrielle instinctively reached behind her, and captured Xena's hand, feeling the gentle tremor in it. Their eyes met, and without any speech, understanding was passed effortlessly. "Thats a really beautiful, generous thought." The bard said softly.
"I'd like that very much." Xena added just as quietly. So it comes full circle. I guess that's fitting.
Toris smiled, and settled his son on his knees. "With Jessan settling here can you imagine what it's going to be like when all these tykes start running around? " He chuckled, obviously pleased by his sister's agreement. "We're gonna have to give his two nicknames."
"Well at least all the birthdays fall at once." Gabrielle commented, with a grin. "We can do one mass party." She leaned back, and exhaled as Xena's arms circled her. "And with Ephiny permanently stationing a rotating group of Amazons here we've got an endless supply of babysitters." She grinned. "Neat, huh?"
Gran cocked her head. "Hmm . I didn't think of that good point." She paused. "Though.. I dunno.. Pony babysitting.. that's pretty damn scary." Her voice took on a hint of amusment. " You know she and Eph are headed up here, doncha?"
"Aunt Ephiny, three times over." Gabrielle grinned. "And Aunt Pony they're going to go nuts." Then she turned to Xena. "Hey.. maybe they'll bring Paladia along.. and I can have her do a sketch of Dori. " She paused. "And you."
"Gabriielle you've got enough sketches of me." Xena gave her soulmate a dour look. "That kid's got some kind of imagination."
The bard ruffled her hair affectionately. "She just draws what she sees, Xena and those pictures match what I remember especially that one of you leaning against that tree in that Amazon outfit." Gabrielle waggled her eyebrows. "I like that one I can't understand why you wont' let me hang it over the mantle."
"Gabrielle." Xena sighed.
"I haven't seen that one." Granella's voice took on a more interested tone. "Next time you wander over, bring it, willya?"
Yells sounded outside, and Xena's head lifted, as alerts came in from the outposts around the village. She sighed. "Never a damn dull moment " Her eyes fell on her soulmate. "Stay here." A pause. "Please?"
Gabrielle let her wonder for a second, then she grinned. "Okay be careful." She held out her hands as Toris also rose, and took the other twin. "Maybe you should stay here too, Toris last time you almost broke your leg."
He gave her a wry look, then followed his sister out the door.
Gabrielle cradled the tiny infant, amazed at how much smaller he was than Dori. He had a thin cap of sandy pale hair and little, wizened face. She cooed at him, then looked up at Granella. "That stuff kicking in yet?"
The Amazon nodded, exhaling and regarding her ruefully. "I've been acting like an ass, haven't I?"
"Um . " The bard tried to find tact somewhere.
"Yes, I have especially to you, lately." Granella told her. "You didn't deserve that, and it sucks, Gabrielle.. not just because you're my queen, and my sister in law, but because I regard you as a friend." She paused awkwardly. "I'm sorry."
The bard shifted a little wincing. "Xena says that happens sometimes when you're pregnant it's like your brain enters a different realm or something.. and you just react because you're so uncomfortable, and so freaked out we had to deal with that too." She hesitated. "Only with us, it's always more complicated, because there's so much between us already, we had to stop and sit back, and say 'wait a minute, this is not us, this is the baby' a few times."
Granella sighed, easing her newborn to one side. "It was like I was a different person." She admitted. "Everything bothered me and I guess I was really jealous of you I mean, we basically got pregnant about the same time, and it was like it didn't even affect you until the last few months."
Gabrielle nodded reflectively. "Planning." She replied simply. "And besides.. I well, for one thing, I had one Hades of an example to live up to Xena's respect means a lot to me, and she kept fighting in the field, leading an army until right before she gave birth to Solon and even if she sat there and told me six hundred times consecutively that she didnt' expect me to follow that example, I " She sighed. "I don't think I'll ever get over needing her approval in some things." A long pause. "Or of wanting her to be proud of me."
The Amazon swallowed. "Gabrielle, I don't think there's one bit of doubt about that you just gotta look at her when she looks at you." She told the bard awkwardly. "You dont' have to prove yourself to anyone anymore."
"I know." Gabrielle stated quietly. 'But it's been a long road . And we're still traveling it." She changed the subject. "By the way thank you for being so thoughtful with the names that was great of you."
Granella smiled sleepily. "No problem I liked both names, and it made Tor happy damn I think there was something in that stuff that's putting me out."
Gabrielle gently placed one baby in the cradle, then slowly straightened up and retrieved his brother, settling them down side by side in the large, ornate wooden bed the Amazons had gifted them with. "Knowing Xena? Probably get some rest.. these guys will probably be hungry real soon." She put a hand on the dark haired woman's forehead, and smoothed the sweat dampened hair back. "Sleep tight."
"Where ya goin?" Granella responded blurrily. "Y'told Xena you'd stay here."
The bard grinned. "Yeah, but I didn't tell her how long I'd stay here." She tucked the covers around Granella's body. "See you later."
Xena stood and walked to the door, pushing it open with Toris right behind her, and moving out into the dawn light as she heard the rapid drumming of incoming hoofbeats. She looked around, seeing the militia already assembling, staves ready as the rider thundered in, pulling up and looking around. His eyes fell on Xena and he lifted a hand, acknowledging her unspoken leadership. "There's a group of refugees heading in being chased by some soldiers.. not sure who they are. I didn't recognize the banner."
Xena nodded. "Right.. okay, you know the drill." She watched the militia separate and head for the inbound road, moving to either side of it and standing ready. She picked up an unused staff and joined the group, listening for the first sound of cart wheels. "Okay here they come. " She yelled, and saw hands grip staffs in anticipation. About a half dozen of the best of her students were at the front, their eyes flicking down the road nervously.
The carts, three of them loaded heavily with people came in, passing the outer guard and hurtling into the central part of the village. As their pursuers followed, a strong, fierce yell rang out from the militia, and they ran to intercept, dodging the startled horsemen's battle maces and getting in hard blows from the much longer staffs.
Xena ducked a spear thrust, and took a horseman out of his saddle with a sweep, then worked her way towards the refugees, putting herself between them and the raiders. She mostly did mop up, the last defense against the men who got through the militia's lines, an end of the line where they stopped, or retreated, or got dumped from their saddles by the powerful sweeps of the dark haired woman blocking their way.
This is how it should have been. Xena decided. Me just one of many, taking part in a common defense of my home, and my family. No different than anyone else.
That's how it was now. She stood, and took out another rider, dumping him in the dirt and sending his horse bolting with a slap on the behind. She was just another village defender. No different than any of the men or women down the road.
A larger horse broke through, and thundered towards her, the rider evidently identifying her as a logjam. He leveled a spear and sat low in his saddle, presenting only a tiny target for her staff.
Just another defender.
Xena waited until he was committed, then she bolted towards him, picking up speed with every stride, then taking two last powerful steps and launching up into the air, sailing right over his lance and hitting him solidly in the chest with both boots, kicking out wards and sending him flying right into the side of the barn. She flipped in mid air, then landed neatly and bounced twice.
Well, maybe not JUST another defender, she wryly acknowledged.
"Nice one, Xena!" Blond Orrin yelled, shaking his staff at her. She waved back, then watched the raiders ride off, bloodied and shaken, carrying off stories of the defenders of Amphipolis. Xena twirled her staff with a satisfied flourish, then turned to see what the Hades the raiders were chasing.
And found herself looking at the remnants of Isaac's people. Damn. Four families, she reckoned, as a tall spindly man she remembered from the village stumbled forward towards her. "What happened?"
"We tried to find land." The man told her, nervously. "It wherever we went, there was only anger, and hatred many died." He glanced behind him. "We're all that's left my wife and I, two other men and their families, and a few children whose parents were killed." He paused, and half turned, and she saw Rebekah pale, sad face peering out from behind one of the wagons. "She had directions here." He looked at Xena. "I don't know if you're an angel or a devil, but you can fight those people, and we can't."
Josclyn came up, wiping his hands. "Greetings to you." He gave them an a sympathetic look, then cocked an eyebrow at Xena. "Friends of yours?"
Xena sighed. "Something like that they're just people looking for a place to live can you get them settled? They've got some children with them." She considered. "They've got different ways than us, but they're hard workers."
Josc laughed. "Different ways, ye say? Get on with you, Xena between the furries, and the Amazons, centaurs coming in and out of here, not to mention Hercules, that con artist, his buddy the thief nothing seems different to me nowadays, not even if they were to have antlers and corkscrew tails.." He held a hand out . "M'name's Josclyn.. I'm the reeve here."
"Stephen." The man took his hand gratefully. "Anything you could do would be appreciated we've been running since sundown yesterday, trying to get away from those men."
"All right then we've got a new stretch of land we just opened up c'mon with me, let's talk." The reeve took his elbow, and motioned several of the villagers to help with the wagons. Four lonely bedraggled sheep followed disconsolately behind as they moved off. Xena walked behind the carts, and caught up with the last one.
"Hello, Rebekah." She gave the girl a smile.
"Hello." Rebekah whispered. "Your friend told me how to get here."
The warrior nodded. "I know.. she told me I'm glad you made it."
A sad nod. "I'm the only one left.. " The girl told her tonelessly. "They chased our wagon down, and abba tried to stop them, but they just kept hitting and hitting " She looked off into the distance, and Xena's chest hurt from the hopelessness she saw in her face. "They took Ruben and Jacob I don't know what happened to them. " She looked at Xena. "Ruben was crying he'd just been telling me the story of when you saved him. " She looked down. "He loved telling everyone about it." Her eyes lifted to Xena's again, and filled with tears. "Why did they do that?"
Xena had no answer for that, but a voice gently floated from behind her. "Because they can."
"Oh.. hello." Rebekah sniffled. "You're not having a baby anymore? Did they come here and take it, too?"
"No." Gabrielle ignored the discomfort and walked slowly along. "Our baby's here and I'm sorry about what happened to your family." She gazed compassionately at the girl. "People do that because there's no one to stop them.. no one to protect people, like there is here." She put a hand on Xena's elbow. "But I'm glad you made it." She watched the cart rumble way, with that sad face looking back at them, until it went around the bend to the new west section of Amphipolis.
They stood by the corner of the inn, as a cold wind blew in, ruffling fair and dark hair in pensive silence. "That's a damn shame." Xena stated, softly.
"Mm." Gabrielle agreed. "Those poor kids." A pause. "You think it was those guys?"
"Nah." Xena shook her head. "Those were just punks." Long fingers drummed on a muscular thigh. "Merchants might know if there were slavers buying around here."
"Yeah, they might." The bard remarked. "Poor Rebekah I can't imagine how I'd have felt if they'd taken Lila, and killed my parents, even after everything."
Silence descended, as the wind flicked a few leaves against their cloaks. A hawk circled overhead, letting out a lonely cry.
"Couldn't hurt to ask around." Xena finally said, putting an arm around Gabrielle's sturdy shoulders, surrendering to a newly burnished facet of her infinitely complicated nature.
"Nope." A gentle, inevitable smile spread across the bard's face. "It would be nice to reunite them if we could." Reflecting that nobility carried it own, inimitable addiction, even for reluctantly heroic, retired ex warlords.
And bardically inclined Amazon Queens, for that matter.
Xena let her hand rest on the wooden railing. "Families should be together." She agreed, turning her head and meeting mist green eyes gazing at her in loving trust. "I thought I asked you to stay by Toris." A sardonic grin chased the comment.
"I did." The bard tucked a hand in her partner's elbow. "And after all the yelling died down, I came out to make sure you didn't get yourself in trouble. You're really good at that." She started a slow amble towards their cabin, and their new daughter.
"I'm good at that?" Xena's voice rose in astonishment. "*I* am? Gabrielle, I think you've got that a little backwards."
"Oh no.. that's just this fallacy everyone has.. that I cause all the trouble.. well, let me tell you, Xena.. I never got into any trouble until I met you." Gabrielle insisted.
"Gabrielle, you may have forgotten this, but you were IN trouble when we met." The warrior countered wryly.
"Ah ah.. no no no that was anticipatory trouble, because you were in the area." One slim finger wagged. "It's an effect you have I never got into trouble before that."
"That's not what Lila says." A dark brow slid up mischievously.
Long pause. "What exactly did she say?" The bard asked, suspiciously.
"Heh." Xena grinned.
"She didn't tell you about that pig, did she?"
"Gods.. I can't believe she remembers that
really trouble, though.. I didn't meant to spill olive oil all over it before they were
supposed to judge it at the fair." The bard sighed. "I wonder if they ever did
catch it." A sideways glance. "But
that was it, really.. until I met you, and then.. forget it."
"I fixed that."
"Not my fault."
"I don't remember much of that."
"You can't blame that on me, Xena.. and besides, it's given you the giggles for years thinking about me and those damn singing rocks."
"It was a shipwreck! Give me a break!"
"I didn't ask for that.. and did we ever figure out if an Amazon Queen beats a Warrior Princess? Oh right.. the image.. I forgot.. nevermind that. What else you got?"
"You married me."
"Hmm." Long pause. "Okay.. you got me there.. I definitely got myself into that one."
Boots crunched on the gravel strewn ground. "Hey, Xena?"
"I think we both attract trouble."
"Well, we attracted each other. "
"That's what I meant what if Dori inherits that from both of us?"
"We could have a serious problem here."
"Guess we'll find out."
"I guess we will."
The End. (for a little while, anyway)
Well, the most commonly asked question I've had this week is:
1.) Is this the end for Xena and Gabrielle? The last story?
And the answer to that is, no. It is kind of a bridge story, though - because it started when I asked myself, "Self, you always have X and G tie up all the loose ends, and make everything work out great. What would happen I you wrote a story where the plans all fell apart, nothing went right, they didn't fix anything, the people hated them, and they went home without really achieving anything.
Oh, and have Gabrielle give birth finally, too. "
The reason I had Xena retired (the most asked question number two) is because at this point, I'm officially diverging from what the series is doing. If anything truly world shattering happens to them (I don't count either of them dying. That's not world shattering anymore - it happens too often. ) I'll try to work it in, but otherwise - they can take the characters wherever they want, and it troubles me not.
That didn't actually answer the question, though, I guess. I had Xena retire because I felt that after what she's been through, and the place where her mind is at this point in her life, it really was the only thing that made sense for her, especially given the birth of their daughter.
Problem with that is, with Xena being who and what she is, it can't really last. The Fates have a different course in store for her, and for Gabrielle, and while she might be allowed this little respite, the reality of the situation is that sooner or later, a need will be great enough to bring the Warrior Princess back from her quiet life in Amphipolis. The object is to keep the characters growing and evolving - just like the show strives to, and having them in a never ending cycle of wandering around and fighting warlords and giants leaves a little to be desired after a while.
So Xena and Gabrielle will be back.
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